Unholy Confessions

Chapter 26

~Johnny's POV~

I finally was able to pick up the ring, it looked exactly like Alexandria's size. I was happy that they got it right. I was thinking about proposing to her tonight. I couldn't wait. I wanted her in my life forever. I loved her.

Tonight.

"Hey babe, where were you?" Alexandria asked.

God that soft calm voice of hers was so beautiful.

"At the record store again. We sold out in like three days can you believe it?" I asked.

"Great news baby." She said, kissing me.

I loved her kissing me. It was just so perfect. She was so perfect.

~Alexandria's POV~

I decided to invite Jade over since Johnny went to Matt's to help with more albums, plus I needed someone to talk to other than a therapist.

"Hey Alex. What's up?" Jade asked, walking in.

"Hey Jade. Not much." I said.

"Bullshit. Something has been on your mind I can see it. Tell me." She said.

"I want to marry Johnny." I blurted out, quickly covering my mouth.

"Oh sweetheart that's so cute. Do you think he'll ever propose?" She asked.

"I don't know, but if he doesn't I would." I said.

"True, has he at least been acting weird?" She asked.

"Not that I know of." I said.

"Well, maybe he's waiting until the time is right." She said.

"Well whenever is fine with me. I just want him in my life forever and I love him Jade. I LOVE him." I said.

"I know you do honey, I'm sure he loves you so much too." She said, smiling.

Just then Johnny got home. Fuck I was always so excited to see him.

"Hey baby, hey Jade." He said.

"Hey Johnny. I was just about to leave. I'll see you later Alex." Jade said.

As Jade walked out, I turned my attention to Johnny.

"So, what's up?" I asked.

"I was wondering if I could take you out for dinner tonight." He said, smiling.

"Of course you can." I said, kissing him.

A few hours passed and I got ready, and by ready I meant everything had to look good.

"Wow. You look stunning. As always." He said, smiling.

"Thank you, you're not so bad yourself Johnny Christ." I said, laughing.

He smiled and kissed me. God the kisses were so nice. Could he just marry me already?

We pulled up to the restaurant, and it was fancy. It also smelt good. We sat at our table and I noticed Johnny, he was looking nervous.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yes. After dinner I want to talk to you." He said.

I nodded. Did I do something wrong?

We ate and I was starting to get nervous. What did he need to talk about?

We drove home and I was still anxious. Was he gonna break up with me? Fuck, I can't lose him.

"Alexandria." He said.

"Yes?" I asked, trying not to sound scared as fuck.

"I have been with you for as long as I can remember, and I love everything about you. Your smile, your personality, everything." He said.

Good, so he didn't want to break up with me.

"Johnny I love you too. Always." I said, smiling.

"I want to have you in my life, forever." He said.

I smiled as he got on one knee. My head was screaming at me, I felt a good type of dizzy too.

"Alexandria Smith, will you marry me?" He asked, nervously.

"Fuck yes I will." I said, smiling.

He got up and I gave him the biggest hug. FUCK. I'm marrying him. I'M FUCKING MARRYING HIM. I loved him so god damn much.