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If we continue like this
We will never reach the goal
That's what I'm told

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"Wait, Y/L/N was there? Mattsun asked.

"C'mon man, keep up." Hanamaki replied.

"As I was saying, yes, Y/L/N was there." Iwaizumi answered.

Mattsukawa looked back at Oikawa and Hanamaki who were shocked about the news, as well. They didn't expect that Y/L/N would say that after how many years have passed.

"What did you tell Y/L/N?" Oikawa asked.

"I just said thank you for being honest." Iwaizumi mumbled and stuffed his face in a pillow.

"He literally has zero game, what is happening?" Oikawa jokingly said in a disgusted tone.

"Shut up." Iwaizumi said while slightly facing them.

Hanamaki was observing Iwaizumi's movements and behavior ever since last night. From what he can tell, Iwaizumi can't seem to stay still, for some reason. Matsukawa was busy eating chips and Oikawa was bickering with Iwaizumi, again.

It's only 10 a.m. on a Sunday and this is what they're doing. Hanamaki and Matsukawa went to their apartment at 8 a.m. because Iwaizumi was too occupied at what Y/L/N said.

"Hey, Iwaizumi." Hanamaki called out.

"Yeah?" Iwaizumi asked.

"When you were in high school, why didn't you guys became official if you liked each other?" Hanamaki asked.

Iwaizumi never told anyone why he ended it. He just dropped a gossip bomb that they ended it just like that. Matsukawa looked at him and Iwaizumi became nervous. He didn't even tell Oikawa about it because he was ashamed.

"About that, I never told anyone. Not even Oikawa." Iwaizumi replied and fiddled with his fingers.

"Is it okay if you tell us?" Matsukawa asked.

"Sure." Iwaizumi replied.

"Remember when Y/L/N was asked to join a pageant. It started there, that was before our final match with Karasuno. Y/L/N was so nervous and stuff that I had to go backstage just to help. Thankfully, Y/L/N recovered the short meltdown that was not needed at that time. I agree, we weren't official back then, but I wanted to and would have asked Y/L/N after the competition." Iwaizumi said.

Everyone was silent and waited for him to continue.

"I went out to have a moment for myself to actually do it. I was so pumped and super happy just at the thought of it. When I went to see her again in the backstage, there was a dude checking her out and stuff. It felt like they knew each other before. Y/L/N seemed to be enjoying a whole conversation with that dude. It finally hit me, that I'll never be good for Y/L/N. With the finals coming up, it was a lot of pressure. I was suddenly back to reality because when I was with Y/L/N-." Iwaizumi stopped himself and thought deeply.

"What?" Oikawa softly asked.

"Every time I'm with Y/L/N it felt like home." Iwaizumi replied.

"Oh." Matsukawa said.

"I waited for the competition to be over to finally end it with Y/L/N because I was insecure and dumb at that time. I felt bad because it was all sudden, Y/L/N won the competition and that was the surprise. It's so fucking bad. After that, we never really talked until now." Iwaizumi nodded meaning he was done telling his story.

"I have one question." Hanamaki said.

"Yes?" Iwaizumi asked.

"Does Y/L/N still feel like home?" Hanamaki asked.

Damn, that was straight to the point.

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- Hey! This was supposed to be published last night, but we were watching Ice Age hehe. Thank you for reading this chapter!

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