Don't f*ck this up - BlackHill

NINE

After Natasha and Maria had said goodbyes to the Bartons, they started their 16 hour road trip. They thought it would be easier to drive through the night 'cause then there wasn't as much traffic.

 Maria was the first one to drive. She had her eyes on the road even though she wanted to keep her eyes on Natasha. She glanced at Natasha who was sleeping. Her head was resting on the car window and she looked so beautiful.

Maria's phone started ringing. It was Tony. Maria had to answer it on speaker 'cause her phone was in the backseat in her bag.

M: Hi... Tony! We started to drive there about an hour ago.

T: Okay, I was just calling 'because you didn't answer my message.

M: ohh... um what message?

Natasha had woken up. She looked confused. Maria pointed at the car screen and mouthed "Tony". Natasha nodded and started to listen to what Tony was saying.

T: I set you up with my friend. I hope it is okay. He is super nice and handsome. You'll like him!

M: Actually Tony, I...

T: What you told me that I can set you up with someone and I did?

Natasha looked at Maria while trying to figure out what Tony had just said. "You asked him?!!" Natasha mouthed and looked weirdly at Maria. She was so confused. Maria sighed.

T: Okay... You just give him a chance. He is coming to the party and you will too, end of discussion.

Before Maria could say anything, Tony had quit the call. "Okay, I really can explain." Maria said before Natasha even could open her mouth. "It was like two months ago... I wanted to get something else to think about 'cause I was so hung up on you. And at that time I thought that we would never happen so I asked him." Maria explained calmly.

Natasha bit her cheek and tried to process what Maria just said. "Two months ago?" Natasha asked and leaned her head onto her hand. Maria nodded. "God, I, I don't know what to say..." Natasha continued still trying to sort out her thoughts. "I'm sor.." Maria said and felt Natasha looking at her. "No... Ria!" Natasha interrupted. "I should be sorry... You've been through stuff that I can't even imagine. I haven't even noticed it. I've been treating you like shit 'cause I like you. I am so sorry. Gosh... I didn't know you've liked me so long and I have too but I didn't say anything." Natasha apologized and covered her face with her hands.

"Please don't blame yourself... There are two of us here. I could've said something but I didn't." Maria tried to make Natasha feel better.

"Would you have said something if I wouldn't have been such a dick to you?" Natasha asked after a while of silence. Maria took a deep breath. "I am not sure," she replied. 

Maria drove the car to the side of the road. She looked at Nat. Natasha lifted her head up and observed why they had stopped.

"I'll admit it... I felt bad about how you acted with me then. But I can understand why you did that. I really forgive you." Maria looked Natasha deep into her eyes. Natasha's eyes started to water. She wasn't even sure why. "Ria, you're too nice to me." She said concerned. Maria wiped Natasha's single tear from her face. She leaned in and kissed her.

Maria jumped over to Nat's lap. "You're amazing Natasha. You take care of me and you understand me. I have many reasons to be nice to you. And like have you seen yourself, damn you hot" Maria said and saw a little smirk on the readhead's face. Natasha put her hands behind Maria's back to hold her. "I think I am really falling for you" Natasha said and for the first time Maria could sense something shy in her voice.

Maria went as close to Natasha and put her lips against hers. She grabbed Natasha's face and made the kiss more intense. Natasha gasped as she felt Maria's tongue in her mouth. She wanted this so bad. 

Natasha slipped her fingers under Maria's hoodie and felt her bare skin. Maria started to kiss Natasha's neck but she wanted to be sure not to leave any marks.

First it was gentle but fast it got intensive. Natasha gasped as she felt Maria's lips on her neck. Maria put her other hand under Nat's sweater and stroked her fingers on Natasha's chest. She slipped her hand under Natasha's sports bra and traced her fingers on Natasha's breasts. 

Natasha noticed what Maria did and slipped her hands further under Maria's shirt. Natasha found Maria's lips again and they connected like magnets. They kept kissing until they were both out of breath and pulled away. 

"I can drive now, Ria," Natasha said after a while. Maria was still sitting on her lap, Maria's face was resting on Nat's chest and their arms were around each other. "I want to stay here." Maria said and yawned slightly. Natasha chuckled, she wanted to stay there too but they really needed to be going. 

She smelled Maria's hair, and pecked a little kiss on top of her head. "We really have to keep driving now" Natasha said. Maria nodded and lifted her head up. She looked at Natasha, her beautiful green eyes staring deep into hers. Those eyes made her whole body shake like it was magical. "No, I want to stay here" Natasha said and kissed Maria's forehead.

Maria smiled at her mission partner, got out of the car and waited for Natasha to get out too. Natasha walked to the other side of the car and went to the driver's place. "You can sleep now!" She said to Maria calmly. "Nahh.. I don't feel like sleeping, I can keep you company" Maria said and glanced at Natasha.

 She put her hand on Natasha's thigh. Natasha felt Maria's hand tracing along her inner thigh. "You're kinda distracting me" she said smirking but kept her eyes on the road. Maria took her hand off of Natasha's thigh and apologized. 

Natasha looked at her seriously, took Maria's hand and put it back where it was. "I thought, I distracted your driving?" Maria said playfully. "Yeah but I didn't say it bothered me" Natasha claimed with a smirk on her face. 

"Um... Can I ask you something?" Natasha spoke after a while. "Yeah sure?" Maria chuckled even though she was scared of what was coming. "The other night, what were you going to ask me about the Red Room, you know before you told me about the yeah.." Natasha asked seriously 'because she didn't know what Maria had in her mind. Maria's face turned red, she laughed a little bit "Ohh...umm that was nothing" She said and turned her gaze to the darkness outside. Natasha got intrigued. "Come on, tell me!" She wanted to know what Maria wanted to know. 

Maria swallowed. "Umm..We technically it has nothing to do with the Red Room but kinda something" She tried to explain herself because she really knew that Natasha would keep asking her as long as she got the answer so at least she could try to explain herself more. 

"Uhmm..keep going" Natasha mumbled. "Okayy...I was just interested in the" Maria swallowed "It's actually not that big of a deal" She chuckled. "You want to know something about the hysterectomy?" Natasha asked and grinned at Maria. "Agent Romanoff, why would I..." Maria said, raising her voice. "Actually yeah, that was where I was going. How did you know?" She said and tried not to look embarrassed.

 "I just know.. Okay ask away!" Natasha kept herself cool. "Okayy.. umm I was just wondering...can you get an orgasm or does it affect you somehow?" Maria said and tried not to look at Natasha. "Agent Hill?" Natasha raised her voice like Maria just had. "Well... sooner or later you can find out yourself." Natasha smirked flirting at Maria who was blown away by her response.

The rest of the road trip they kept each other company and slept poorly. Finally they arrived in New York.