If I Try (Lesbian Story)

Brown Eyed Girl

"Some people confuse acceptance with apathy, but there's all the difference in the world. Apathy fails to distinguish what can and cannot be helped; acceptance makes the distinction. Apathy paralyzes the will-to-action; acceptance frees it by relieving it of impossible burdens."
-Arthur Gordon

Morning came entirely too quickly. I turned my alarm off, before it could actually go off, so it wouldn't wake the beauty that was sleeping in my arms. I went back to sleep and didn't wake until I felt someone's nose rubbing against my neck.
"I absolutely love waking up next to you" I said in a sleepy voice. I heard a giggle and felt her arm wrap tighter around my waist.
"You're always so warm" she sleepily replied.
I chuckled "So you know Erin will be downstairs. She's pretty smart, she will put two and two together."
"That's fine. We usually don't keep relationships away from each other. Anyways, I'm sure she will have already put it together because my car is in the driveway."
"You'd really be ok with everyone knowing?"
"Well, yea, they are bound to figure it out. Besides I don't want to hide you. You're hot, why would I?" She said that last bit with a smirk.
I shook my head and smirked back at her "That's a good thing because I don't know how I'm going to keep my hands off of you." We both got dressed and made our way downstairs to the coffee.

Erin must have heard us coming down. She was standing leaning against the counter with her arms crossed and this big ass smile across her face. I rolled my eyes as I walked around her and fixed two coffees for us. Lisa was standing there biting her lip looking hot as fuck and I couldn't stop myself from starring.
"I'm guessing you two had a fun night" Erin said raising her eyebrows with a smirk.
I smirked back "Yea we sure did."
"Finally!!!" She shrieked catching both of us off guard.
She saw our confused faces and added "It's about time you two got together. You were both throwing some major vibes towards each other for like, ever. I told you she kissed you back" she sassily said while pointing at me.
I rolled my eyes again and asked "Would you mind keeping it quiet until we tell all the others? And I really need to talk to my sister too." She nodded and smiled again at us.

I took Lisa's hand and walked her to her car. I pushed her against it and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Thank you for giving me a shot. You mean a lot to me" I told her before leaning in and kissing her.
She pushed me back and replied "Look at you being all sweet, it's adorable. Hey, why did you say you needed to talk to your sister?"
"I haven't exactly came out to her yet. I mean I know it's pretty obvious here in the past couple of weeks but I just won't feel right until I tell her. Plus since I do live in her house I want her to know that I have a special friend now. No more secrets." She had a big smile on her face as I finished. "You really want to tell her about us?"
"Hell yea I do. You're a prize. I'm not hiding you."
"Ugh, I really love your little accent Al it's so hot, it's like I have my own little cowgirl or something" she said before kissing me again.
I chuckled at her "We better go I don't want you to be late" I opened her door for her and leaned in and gave her one more kiss "I'll see you in a few."

We arrived at the gym around the same time. I left a little later than her because I had a call to make, but I also drive faster. I've decided I'm like really cheesy. I wanted her to feel special right? So, I got in touch with a flower shop that's right next to the center and made it to where there will be either a single lily, tulip or rose sitting in a vase on Lisa's desk every morning. Who doesn't like fresh flowers? Besides, I love seeing her smile, and I figured that would make her smile. I walked over to where she was standing by her car waiting for me. I grabbed her hand, which by the way put two big ass smiles on our faces, and walked inside. She took her seat behind the desk and looked at the tulip and looked back at me. I smiled and gave her a quick kiss before walking off "Have a wonderful day sweetheart."

Before I changed I sent my sister a text.
Me: Han, can I bring you lunch today at work? Need to talk to you.
I knew she wouldn't get it for awhile so I sent it early enough to give her time to respond. I changed and headed out for a workout. Luckily, Kat was busy, or I'm sure I would have had the third degree. By the end of my work out I felt good. I took a nice shower, got dressed, and checked my phone.
Hannah: yea sure you know what I like how about 11:45?
Me: sounds good the Greek place?
Hannah: perfect
Ok good this was something I needed to get done. I wasn't really worried about it. I was just ashamed that I haven't told her sooner.
Vanessa: how did it go?
Me: really good you make it ok?
Vanessa: oh yea got a new model to work with he's fun though ;)
Me: haha you would you horndog
Vanessa: you would know!
Me: hell yea crazy bitch
Vanessa: come on whore you still love me though
Me: yea yea yea whatever
I'm laughing and shaking my head at the same time as I'm walking out. She is literally crazy.
Lisa: you done yet?
Me: yea
Lisa: good meet me in the bowling alley
Me: uh oh should I be scared?
Lisa: terrified
I can't help myself I start running to my destination.