Um vent stuffs Ig?

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WEE WOO WEE WOO!

MEGA TRIGGER WARNINS N SHIT

SELF HARM
SUICIDE
EATING DISORDERS
SHITTY PEOPLE
ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR ETC

got it?

Coolio!


















Ahahahah whooooaaaahhhhh!!

Emotions are at an ALL FUCKING TIME HIGH!!

HAH!

I FEEL SO OVERWHELMINGLY SAD, IT ALMOST HURTS EVEN!

But I don't want people to worry for me.. I don't want to push this onto people... and I especially don't want people to think that I just crave attention.

I feel numb most of the times.
And I don't feel like I respond correctly to situations.

I don't feel, right.

I still feel hungry.. I really should eat... but I feel better when I don't..
It's not like I hate my figure or anything..
I just hate,
Me.

So this is like,  sort of... payback.

Because you know, I don't wanna.... Be here?????

Sorry,

Sorry I say sorry so much by the way

When I hate myself a lot I say sorry more

I've noticed it at least

I don't know why

Maybe because I hate myself?

Sorry for putting up with me????

Sorry I'm a shitty person??

Sorry for wasting your time? Being a burden? Just, EVERYTHING???

I HATE MYSELF????



Ugh this isn't helping

This won't help any of you either.

I do and don't worry about people too much. I don't understand me. I don't think anyone does,

Not,...
......

....not even clover..

I think-

I think I just.., need a.. a permanent break.

I wonder if they have TVs in hell

Did you know that actually ever since I was a kid I was pretty damn convinced I'd be going to hell?

I'm not even like Christian or anything

I'm agnostic

But like

Lying

Stealing

Being a dick to the people I love

All that stuff overall doesn't exactly scream "You're getting into heaven!!"

It's not like this is something I worry about or anything

I don't actually.. care? I guess?

I guess I only mention it because I thought it was kinda funny







I think I'm too depressing.

My hands are tired now. Sorry.

Shitty art below warning lol v

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