Unraveling My Mind

Chapter 10

There's something I realize while writing this, that there's not really a set storyline, just a bunch of unorganized thoughts. Sounds like something not many would want to read, but I can only hope that it is. I write this for other people, yes, but I also write this for me. I've always found writing out my thoughts is best for me. It helps me keep them in line.
Keep my thoughts straight, contained and not bouncing around like crazy.
Writing has always been an outlet to me. So, the way this is written may not be as enjoyable to some but what can I say? I'm happy with it, it helps me and I plan to continue doing it. Stay and continue listening to my random thoughts or stop, it's your decision.

Now that's out of the way, Ever thought about venting through text to a random unknown number? Just getting it all out and them not having to see how you look, react, feel from expressions and body language. They only feel what you portray through text.
That's another thing, I feel it's much harder to feel the emotion of someone when in text and sometimes in writing. In person you can see all their body language, tone of voice, expressions, speed of talking etc. Which is obvious, sometimes I state the obvious.
This leads me into the two different ways "I could be better" is taken through text. It's much easier to tell in person then text.

This is an old entry back from July 31st from like 2019 

'"Ive been better at other times" I always think that technically each person has always had one moment at their best. Hear me out, if you think about it we have all had our favorite memories in which we were super happy in, but, you only have one "best" moment.
Yes it may change often, but you only have one moment at a time. People say that they have had better moments, but only one best one, because that was the best of you, or time. There several other facts to this, and some of you readers are probably like "how dumb is she? She is literally stating the obvious" maybe.
Welp, maybe I'm the only one who has just realized this.
My second random thought for today is about how I tend to do things like this all the time. For example I'll be thinking or taking about something the I'll start building up this theory. Then I'll start saying facts and things I didn't even know I knew. I think the explanation for me doing this is that every person does it, maybe I just do it more then some. And that it's not me really saying things I already know but didn't know I did. I'm pretty sure it's just me and other people who do this- connect the dots and make assumptions and theories. What I mean by this is that I am just taking and combining the information I already know and making a informational estimation.
Again, most of y'all probably know this one, I just didn't think about it till now."