I'm on the road with my mema and sister. On the road to the mountains. Genuine smiles and genuine laughter fills my ears, it's a wonderful feeling in all honesty. I don't have much in my mind right now but I have the urge to write, so what shall I write about?
My mema says "If I hadn't gotten laid you wouldn't be here" I mean she's right. I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't exist. Would the world be off better if I didn't? Or have I made it better? I can't help but wonder where would people be right now if they hadn't met me. Some would say "I'd die without you" but what if in reality you flourished without me?
I wonder how people would be when one person was removed. Would this improve the world or worsen it? What if that person never even existed?
If you had a choice to remove people from your memory, would you? I feel some people would but then there's this numb feeling where the part they were is now missing. You learn from each person you lose, learn things you like and don't like, learn new things from them, enjoy new experiences and more. People open up so many doors, yes they may close some doors too but would you lose all the good for the bad?
If I wasn't here ever I wonder how my friends would be, how family would be and who would write this. Obviously, no one would because I wouldn't be here to do it.
These thoughts pounder my mind late at night. Sometimes I wish I could stand back and just look at everyone and see how they were without me. I don't mean this in a way "they couldn't survive without me" I just want to see who I'm helping and who I'm damaging.
Sometimes we step on flowers on accident.
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Unraveling My Mind
General FictionIt's a simple description really. A book on my thoughts, overthinking, issues, and questions in a form of a journal. Enjoy my crazy mind and opinions.
