Fix Me

I Want it All

*Ashton's POV*

"So, Ash today is the day. Are you sure you're ready? Like, this is a huge deal."

"Luke, pal, I am so ready. This is one thing I have never been more sure of in all my life. I just don't know how it will go over with Tinleigh."

"I think she'll go for it. I think it will be a yes, no doubt in my mind. I just want to make sure you are one-hundred percent about this."

"I am. I really, really, really want this." I say for what seems like the tenth time.

Luke and the rest of the guys are just scared that I won't follow through. But I will. I love Tinleigh so freaking much it hurts.

Which is why it is time to ask her to be my wife.

"Okay. So question is, how are you going to ask her?"

"I want to make like the night I first told her I loved her."

"Ewww, gosh. Love."

"Shut up, Mikey. This is a beautiful thing!" Luke says, I'm not shocked but I am.

"I always knew you'd be the first to settle down, dude. I fucking called it." Calum says as he walks in and sits down with a bag of crisps and a soda.

Ahhh damn. I want a soda now. Plus I feel as if someone is shaking me.

Oh shit, this is a dream. Another dream.

*Tinleigh's POV*

"Ash... Ash, wake up." He's been talking, more or less mumbling, in his sleep for the past ten minutes.

"Huh, what?"

"Get your lazy ass up and take me to the beach. I'm bored."

"You're so damn feisty this morning. I haven't even opened my eyes yet, damn." He says as he pulls me back down into a warm cuddle.

We have been in Las Angeles for quite some time now. I miss home, but at least I am with Ashton and not back in Hornsby all alone.

"Why the beach, baby?"

"I don't know. It just sounds fun, today."

"You hate the beach...?"

"Yeah, but you love it and... I don't know?" I have always hated the beach but I just wanted to get Ashton out of the house. He only leaves when he is going to record or write. The little shit needs some sun, honestly.

"You're sweet, but what if we went to the studio?"

"Uhhh, you've been there all week. Aren't you tired of it?"

"Never! Besides I have something to show you! So get dressed, wear your bathing suit. We will hit the beach after."

Why is my boyfriend so weird?

We load our beach towels and sun block in the car along with a mini cooler for water and soda and make our way to the studio.

"What do you have to show me?" He only looks at me and grabs my hand. Kissing the back of it and then resting both of them on my thigh. "Surprises suck, loverboy."

"Awww, you poor baby. Here we are, so you don't have to wait much longer."

"Good..." I say sarcastically as I lean over to plant a soft kiss on his cheek.

The studio was empty today. Everybody got the day off because it was so beautiful out that it would be a tragedy to work.

"In here, love." I follow him into a small yet cozy room as he has me take a seat on a little spinny chair and he on a medium sized stool straight in front of me. He held a guitar in his hands and a huge smile was plastered on his face. A sight that I have grown so accustomed to. "Are you ready?

"I-I don't know." I speak up shyly with a huge grin on my face. Only because he makes me nervous, still to this day.

"Hopefully you like this... because if you don't,. Well, baby, I'm fucked and not in the good way." He giggles and begins to play.

He's written me a song. I never thought I would ever be able to top the amount of butterflies he gave me when we first met. But this has definitely done the job and he hasn't even started singing yet.

We've had romance

We've shared some suffering

I want it all

Do you, do you

We've danced slow dance

...

Don't apologize

I know don't you think I know

That it takes some time to work it out

Ooooo

...

When this house burns down

by the way you're living

Watch it all burn down to me

...

We've had romance

We've shared some suffering

I want it all

.

"Ashton, that was... You wrote that for..."

"For you, yes. I love you and I know our relationship has a lot of damage but I am in it for the long run. I had been planning this differently in my head. But something tells me right now is a grand time to do this..."

"Do... do what?" We are both in the midst of crying. But they're happy tears for a change and I have a feeling I know exactly where this is going.

"To ask you to marry me. To be my wife. I love you with all of my heart and I don't want to waste another day without you knowing completely how I feel about you. It is time we move on to the next step in our lives. So... what do you say?"

"I say...

// well... that was just sweet, wasn't it? Aaaaggghhh. I'm fangirling over my own story. I'm jealous of my own character as well, I mean damn. Hahahahah

Also that song that Ash "wrote" is actually by Annie Williams it's called 'We've had Romance' , it's a great tune.

Sorry about the cliff hanger. But... Do you think she'll say yes or ... Let me know, lovlies. I love you all.

Hasta Luego, pal. //