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"BRIX do you take Amber to be your wedded wife, to live together in marriage? Do you promise to love her,comfort her honor and keep for better or worse, for richer or poorer,in sickness and health and forsaking all others, be faithful only to her, for as long as you both shall live?"

Napatingin ako sa lalaking kaharap ko sa suot niya ang isang black and white tuxedo na ipina sadyang ipagawa para lang sa kasalang ito.

"I do." He smile at me giddily with his eyes shining.

But i don't feel anything that i just feel so empty standing in front of the altar. I recalled my wedding with Xenon.

I couldn't give her a fancy wedding like this that there were no expensive clothes, no expensive rings and no recognition from my family. Heck! we don't even have a reception after wedding pero kahit yun lang na kaya kong ibigay sa kanya she still choose to stay with me, She was with me when i had almost nothing she sacrifice a lot for me pero kinalimutan ko iyon.

"Amber, do you take Brix to be your wedded husband to live together in marriage? Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor and keep for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health and forsaking all others be faithful only to him for as long as you both shall live?" Tanong ng pari pero hindi ko sinagot tinitigan ko si Brix at umiling.

I told my mom a while ago to postpone this wedding. Wala na akong pakialam kung masisira ang imahe ng pamilya namin. I was very greedy with their compliment that I forgot what really important.

Masyado akong nalulong sa paggawa ng mga bagay na makakapag saya sa angkan ko I'm  became obsessed with gaining more power and making money. I forgot what was really important.

"Ladies and gentlemen,kung hindi niyo pa alam, i was once married with a very lovely woman." Sa panimula ko na tahimik ang lahat.

"That woman was with me when my mom and dad chase me out from my home. That women offered me her humble home. There where no aircons, king size beds and wi-fi in her home but they have more than those earthly things. Her home was strangely warm and comfortable. She didn't made me unwanted or alone. She gave me everything that she has when she barely have anything for herself."

"She supported my studies because my parents want despise the billions in their banks. She gave up her studies so i can have my diploma. I am proud to say that i am product of her sacrifices and hard work but I'm a bitch. I forgot to look back at my fast kinalimutan ko ang purpose ng diploma at trabaho ko. Hindi iyon para sa mga magulang ko para sa angkan ko para iyon sa asawa ko, sa asawa ko na hindi ko man lang mabigyan ng magarang kasal. Sa asawa ko na kailangan pang magtiis sa mahabang pila sa pampublikong ospital at mapang husgang mga tingin ng mga tao para lang ma ipa check-up ang supling namin."

Nagsimulang mag ingay ang mga bisita. Hindi ko na tinignan ang kina upuan ng mga magulang at kamag anak namin.

Muli ako ng humarap kay Brix, He looks so mad and embarrassed but i don't care. I don't give a fuck.

"Brix, i can't marry you. I don't want to marry anyone other than Xenon. I'm sorry."

Sobrang pula ng kanyang mukha, lumalaki din ang butas ng kanyang ilong sa sobrang galit.

"YOU CAN DO THIS TO ME AMBER YOU ARE  LYING TAKE THAT BACK TAKE EVERYTHING YOU SAID BACK."

Rinig sa buong simbahan ang malakas nitong sigaw. umiling ako at bumaba ng hagdanan papuntang aisle.

"You can still proceed to the hotel. Sayang naman ang mga pagkain."Anunsyo ko bago naglakad palabas ng simbahan mula sa entrance ay rinig na rinig ko pa ang iyak at malakas na sigaw ni Brix.

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