Dont hurt me

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For anyone apart of this reckless, pain inducing, annoying but at the same time devoted, loving, crazy ass fandom that keeps causing shit please don't go on tumblr and if you can don't go Twitter. It's sorta ugly. I'm not saying anything about it specifically but to be clear I'm a Lauren girl. If you haven't already don't go on those fucking sites until like 2 weeks from now when everything is back to its gloriousness and the only drama we'll have left is when is that ducking album coming out. You'll regret it if you do and you'll cry like I did and you'll wanna get down on your knees and pray. Please stay hopeful and for those whose lives this band saved please don't let this change that. If your a Camila girl good fucking luck salvaging this shit. Lauren girl for life over here. If this makes no sense and you have no idea what I'm talking about, good for you, you lucky fuck. Anyways let's get it moving.
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Super super short chapter. I will update like later today or tomorrow. Luv ya!

Dinahs pov
I just kissed Liam and I kind of regret it because I am dating Siope and I technically just cheated. I can't believe I just did that. I just feel so guilty that I just wanna cry. Lacey called me up to run her bath water and when I did I just couldn't take it anymore and I started crying. "What's wrong d-Mac?" Lacey asks me.
"Nothing!" I reply. I can tell that she knows I'm lying and I know I just broke her little heart but I gotta get under control. For her not me. My emotions are just everywhere. The worst part is that I think I like Liam it's all just a bit overwhelming. I walk downstairs to Liam who is on the couch. "I'm so sorry Dinah! I know what I did was stupid and I'm sorry!" I do what my instincts tell me to do so I kiss him again. "You're not mad?"
"I am but I realize it's also my fault!"
"Then why'd you kiss me!"
"I don't know I'm just really screwed up right now!"
"I know you have Siope and I'm not here to mess with that but I really like you!"
"Liam don't say that!" I start to cry.
"Why not it's true!"
"Stop don't say things you don't mean!"
"I mean it!"
"No you don't I'm a train wreck and I am a mess, I just freaking cheated on my boyfriend!"
"I'm so sorry!"
"I'm a mess you don't want me!"
"Of course I do.." he puts two fingers on my chin. "You are beautiful, confident, extremely funny and that is what I like! It's why I like you!"
"What about Dani?"
"Dani isn't apart of this? This is me and you!"
"It's so difficult!"
"Don't think about it then wait till the morning when you can clear your head!"
"I just want you to know that this is how I feel!"
"Ok!" We then hear a scream come from upstairs. "Shit!" I say running upstairs towards the screams. We run into the room and see Lacey screaming in her sleep and shaking. Her body flinging around and her ear piercing screams. "stop!" She screams. Liam runs to her side as do I. "Lacey baby wake up I am right here! It's ok!" She awakens to see Liam's face. "No don't rape me no don't hurt me!" She screams at Liam. I can see the hurt in his eyes. I can feel it in my own. I take her in my arms humming fireflies by owl city. She slowly calms down and eventually falls asleep. "Liam are you ok?"
"She's been raped?" He asks his eyes clearly bloodshot from holding in tears. "it was along time ago but yes she was!"
"That's so cruel!" He says before letting the tears out of his eyes. I wrap my arms around him rubbing his back in circles trying to calm him down. "This is not okay I want to fix her!"
"There is nothing wrong with her!"
"I wanna help erase her past!"
"You being here is helping her we just gotta be careful at things like this because she has nightmares that she can't control or wake herself up from."
"Is she getting help?"
"Yeah she has therapy but Mila and Ally know more about that than I do."
"I feel so bad!"
"Don't just be glad we found her and saved her!"
"I am!"

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