Love at Last Sight

Chapter 14: I choose.....

The chapter "Moving on" is chapter 13, I just forgot to add the complete label.
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Edward's P.O.V.

"What do you want? I don't want to talk to you." I said while gritting my teeth and sighing. I walked away bumping to other people who were passing the hallways but she followed and me and kept talking.

"Please, we need to talk." Alison said.

"Talk about what?" I asked. It was obvious that I was mad and furious. I didn't really want to talk to her right now.

"Us" she said and I stopped. My trigger word was "us" but I remembered that there wasn't any. I turned back and looked at her then, I dragged her to the janitor's closet and locked the door. She looked scared but I didn't care. I walked up to her.

"There is no us. There used to be but the person I'm looking at right now, broke it." I said while tears were threatening my eyes. She could tell that I was about to cry. Instead of rage conquering me, it was sorrow.

"I didn't mean to break your heart." She said as she cupped my face with her hands. I didn't push it away because I really needed comfort now.

"Why did you do it? Why did you break my heart?" I started to tear up but no tears was able to escape from my eyes. I looked away.

"Because I'm not good enough for you." She said and teared up.

"Why on Earth would you think that?" I said. I was really questions about this. I mean who would tell that to another person. Why would she even get convinced the believe that.

"Someone told me" she said and sighed as she hugged me.

"What did that person say?" I said as she was nuzzled up to my chest and I can feel my shirt getting wet. I hugged her tighter so she can know that she's safe in my arms.

"You made dates for us and you're being so romantic, sweet and generous. You wrote songs for me and you brighten up my day. I, on the other hand, did nothing. I didn't give you anything, I'm worthless." She said as she hugged me tighter and crying harder.

"Hey, look at me." I said. I let go of her and grabbed her shoulders. I looked her in the eye and she looked at mine. I lifter her head with my index finger so she could almost reach me.

"You may feel like you didn't do/give anything but there is one thing you did give me and that's you. You're giving yourself to me and I know the real you and I love you. I love you until the very end because I know that you will do the same. You gave me your heart and trusted me with it. I couldn't be more grateful for you to meet me and that's what you gave me." I said to her but she looked down.

"How do I know that you're saying the truth. You could just be saying it." She asked and looker at me, she thought that I was joking. I dragged her hands to my heart and made her feel my heartbeat.

"Listen, do you feel that. It's my heartbeat and as long as it's beating, it's always beating for you." I said but she furrowed her eyebrows.

"Then, why did you ask Sophia to go on a date with you?" She said and I just remembered that I did ask her mom a date and I'm so screwed.

"I was hurt and I thought I did something wrong and I guess I was stupid that I actually asked someone else." I said and she took a step closer to me.

"I think it's better if we stay friends?" She said and I felt my heart getting stabbed but I just remembered what she said. At least, she's still in my life.

"Yeah so see you around." I said and nodded as I unlocked the janitor's closet and it was a good thing that no one noticed us. I quickly went out and went to the garden or my "place of thought".

I wanted and needed Alison but I remembered that she broke up with me and were just friends now. I want to confess my feeling to her but I don't want to break Sophia's heart either. This is so hard. Alison or Sophia.

Alison is sweet and we both love music so much and she has more passion about it than Sophia. We trust each other and we almost kissed like 2 times. When she smiled is brightens up my day and I just can explain it. We just became friends and I don't want to ruin that now, all I know is that I like her a lot.

On the other hand, Sophia and I have a history or being best friends so that kind of leads in a good direction. She exposed me to Bryan and Susan which are my best friends now. I know almost everything about her, the things she likes, the things she hates. I like her a lot too.

I swear my head is going to explode if I keep thinking about the 2 of them. Man, why is it so hard choose? I now know who I want to choose. I have to find the both of them. I saw Alison putting books in her locker.

"Hey, follow me." I said. As I said it, I grabbed her hand and dragged her along with me and I know where Sophia is. The art room is the only place she goes when she has free time. I dragged Alison in the room and locked the door. Luckily, Sophia was the only one there but now it's the 3 of us.

"Edward, why is Alison here?" She said and she made a disgusted face to Alison. Alison replied by sticking her tongue.

"Look, I know that you guys are fighting. I chose who I want to be with."

"Who?!?!?!" I was cut off by Alison.

"I hope after this, we can still be all friends." I said.

"Yeah,yeah, just tell us who it is." Sophia said.

"I choose
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neither of you."