Walking away from you

Stone

I deleted all our photos last night..

I knew you would never look at me the same way you looked at her
But I never expected me to either.
But then while their cigarettes started to taste burnt, my hands started reaching for yours.
I realized then I had started to see happiness in your eyes and I tried so hard to reach for them but you held me at arms length, why?
After a while I didn't blame you for leaving but how could you blame me when you saw me there bleeding. You had no intentions for me ever and then you become enraged when I tried leaving.
Why gate keep me with no feeling? You say I'm not yours then get jealous when I start dating. Why try to be my friend just to keep watch to make sure I'm not out without you.
Blocked and long messages seems like all you know how to do. You made me laugh and you helped me forget but so soon the tables turned and I didn't want to wake up in even your bed.
Your presence was so comforting but now I'm afraid. Ice is frozen over and the egg shells are laid.
While some relationships where written in the stars, we carved ours out of stone. But baby, even stone starts to break down when you leave it alone.
And all these cracks we've broken into each other's names are crumbling our brick just as quickly as it came.
So I'll bury mine and hope it soon heals, and create the distance to help me float away.
I guess what i am trying to say is that I hope you have an amazing life, and please be safe❤️‍🔥