I'm in love with a criminal-Bucky barns x y/n

chapter 8

7:43am-Wednesday

Y/ns POV:
I sat up on the hard ground. I realised I was in another cell,the avengers on the other side. I stood up in a panic "please let me out" I begged tears falling down my face
"Your a fucking monster" tony shouted
"No,please I'm so sorry" I cried.
Tony turned a tv on showing the security cameras of me holding a gun to peppers head then attacking everyone "you need to be locked up for life!" He shouted
"Did I take it to far?" I asked sliding down the cell in tears
"Way to far,I don't even know who you think you are!" He yelled hitting the glass
"I'm so so sorry just please let me out" I begged crying violently when nick fury walked in
"Tony your trying to fire 2 hydra assassins in the same week? Let her out!" He ordered
Tony opened the door furiously. I walked out cell and sat on the floor in tears,tony stormed out the room followed by fury.
Steve sat next to me and hugged me "it's gonna be fine,we can find him"
"I want him back" I cried

For a week straight I stayed in my room without showering,sleeping or eating much. I just laid in bed in buckys hoodie that he left.

4:32 pm-Wednesday the next week
I heard a knock on my door. "I'm getting dressed" I lied watching Steve and Natasha walk in the room, steve had his eyes covered before Natasha hit him making him uncover his eyes "god it stinks in here y/n" Nat said picking up a spray can and spraying the room
"Fuck off" I said turning over in my bed.
"Y/n you seriously need to eat or shower or something" Steve frowned sitting on the bed
"No I don't" I sighed
"That's it, where all going out! Tonight, clubbing in New York. Get up you don't have a choice y/n" Nat said walking to the door with Steve "if your not ready by 7 your getting dragged out looking like that" she threatened walking out.

I sighed and got out of bed dragging myself to the shower. I got into the shower the water burning my skin, I finished my shower and climbed out. I walked back to my room and got dressed into a short black dress, I did my best to put makeup on my scars. I did my own makeup and did my hair. I pulled on a black leather jacket and walked out my room in a mood.

I walked to the living room that I hadn't been to in days, the avengers all sat around. "She rises from the dead" Clint laughed
"Are we going then?" I asked Steve and Natasha, Nat was wearing a short white dress and Steve was in a nice shirt and pants.
"We think you should eat first" she smiled scanning my body
"Fucking hell" I sighed and walked to the kitchen and grabbed an apple and bit into it before throwing it into the bin. Tony looked at me furious. I smiled "I've eaten, where leaving"
Nat sighed and waved goodbye to everyone

We walked outside to Steve's car and climbed inside "y/n how much money you got?" Steve asked starting the car and driving.
"Like $270" I said looking out the window
"Where did you get that from" Nat asked
"I robbed a bank last year" I laughed

We got to the club and walked inside, we bought some drinks and began to drink. Eventually Steve and Nat started flirting so I got bored and walked away to the girls bathroom. I saw two girls snorting coke and smoking weed in the bathrooms. One of them walked up to me "hey bicthhhhh come here" she smiled dragging me to her friend "you look bored come got fucked with us" she made me a line.
"Fuck it" I said to myself and snorted some random girls coke from a dirty bathroom sink side. I was passed a joint and sat smoking it in the bathrooms with these girls. We snorted some more lines and where high as shit by 10:32 pm "let's go dance" one of the girls said dragging us out the bathroom.

I finally got rid of them and made my way to the bar "uh vodka and lemonade" I asked passing the man some money. He brung my drink before Steve and Nat walked up to me, Natasha was really drunk clinging onto Steve "y/n you look different" Nat stumbled
"Y/n are you high!?"steve shouted
"Haha no" I laughed downing my drink I turned to the bar "can I just have a vodka shot" I asked paying him
"Y/n finish your drinks where going home" Steve ordered. My shot cam so I drank it and stood up falling to the floor. I picked myself up and followed Steve to his car. He threw Nat in the back so I climbed into the front.

"Y/n your high" Steve said driving home
"No im not" I laughed
"What did you take?" He asked concerned
"Fucking coke and weed" I laughed
"This was such a bad idea" Steve yelled hitting his steering wheel
"Well at least I'm not killing myself" I laughed
"What do you mean y/n?" He asked
"I want to fucking die without him Steve" I said seriously
"Right let's just get you home" Steve tried to ignore me
"I need him back" I begged
"I know,let's just talk about this tomorrow" Steve said

Soon I was in bed trying to sleep while high as fuck.