I'm in love with a criminal-Bucky barns x y/n

Chapter 20

⚠️⚠️This took dayssss to write so I apologise for delay but please enjoy this long chapter about ✨endgame✨ ⚠️⚠️

6:02am-Friday

Y/ns POV:
I screamed
I woke up in a cold sweat and put my hands on my head "fuck sakes" I mumbled before looking at a clock and seeing the time.

I stood up and walked to the room they kept the suits and put mine on and did my hair. Soon later people began to wake up and get ready

10:34am
We all walked towards the machine and stood in our spots,we put out fists in The middle "this is our second chance,we can bring everyone back. You know your teams,you know your stones. Get them and get back" Steve said
"See you in a minute" Nat smiled
"If I die I'm haunting all of you" I laughed
"Good luck" tony smiled at me

I arrived on a planet with nebula,rhodey,Clint and Nat. Me Clint and Nat walked towards the space ship and climbed inside sitting down. It began to take off "you nervous?" Nat asked
"Nope" I smiled
"We're along way from Budapest" Clint joked

We arrived on vormire on our guard. We watched as a ghostly man floated towards us "Clint son of Edith,Natasha daughter of Ivan,y/n daughter of Christopher. Consider me a guide to you and to all that seek the soul stone"
"Oh good you tell us where it is and we'll be on our way" Nat ordered

He brought us to the edge of a cliff "in order to posses the stone you must lose what you love,an everlasting exchange,a soul for a soul"
We looked over the edge of the cliff, I looked up at them both as they walked from the cliff and sat on the ground "we need to get that stone" Nat said to Clint
"Then I think we both know who it's gotta be" Clint looked at her
"I think we do" Nat frowned
"I don't think we're thinking the same person" Clint lauged before throwing Nat to the floor before she flipped him over and shocked him running towards the edge, Clint shot an arrow at her. I threw my baseball bat at his legs causing him to fall over. I looked over the edge stunned at the height "tell Bucky I love him" I said before jumping off the edge I closed my eyes feeling the wind in my hair. All of a sudden I felt my body slam into the wall, I opened my eyes to see I was attached by a rope I caught natashas hand. "Y/n you have to let go"
"No,no I can't" I cried struggling to keep grip
"Ill get you both up and we can think about this!" Clint shouted down
"No! It has to be like this. Y/n let go,let me go" Nat smiled
"Please don't" I cried
"I'm so sorry y/n" she smiled before taking a dagger and slicing my wrist making my hands feel weak before she pushed of the wall and launched herself backwards falling to the ground. I watched as she hit the ground,blood spilling from her head. "No!" I shouted tears falling violently from my eyes.

I woke up in a pool of water next to Clint, I held the soul stone in my hand.

Soon we returned back, I collapsed on the floor crying into my hands "where's Nat?" Bruce asked confused.
Tony ran up to me "what's going on?" He asked
"I can't do this anymore"I cried before standing to my feet "this fucking stone!" I threw it at a wall obviously doing nothing to it before storming out the buliding to the lake. I walked onto the dock and searched my pockets realising I had run out of joints. I shakingly took the last cigarette from my box and raised it to my mouth and flicked the light, it didn't work. I did it again,just sparks. I did it again and again before ragingly throwing both the lighter and cigarette into the lake. I was followed outside by some of the others who stood around processing the news.

"Your all acting like she's dead why are we acting's like she's dead? We have the stones and as long as we have the stones we can bring her back so let's stop this shit were the avengers get it together!" Thor ordered
"We can't" Clint frowned
"What" Thor stuttered
"It can't be undone" Clint stared at him
Thor laughed "no offence but your a very earthly being and we're talking about space magic. That "can't" sounds very different don't you think?"
"Yeah I know I'm way outside my pay grade here but she still isn't here is she" Clint agruged
"No that's my point" Thor said
"It can't be undone or that's atleast what the red floating guy had to say. Maybe you wanna go talk to him. You go grab you hammer and fly, you go talk to him!" Clint shouted