I'm in love with a criminal-Bucky barns x y/n

Chapter 18

1:34pm-Wednesday

Y/ns POV
It's been a week at Tony's house,I've been telling Morgan story's about barns, Steve,the avengers and more. It helped me remember him in the good ways instead of the wrong. I would go out the the shed to smoke weed some nights when I couldn't sleep,I still missed him. I would do anything to be back in his arms.

I heard a car pull up outside, Morgan ran in and sat next to me "y/n can you tell me a story about the solider?" She asked. (My TikTok POV obsession)
"Hmm, there will come a solider who had a metal arm. He could tear your city down oh lay oh lye a lord. Oh lay oh lye oh lay aye lord. He could tear your city down oh lay oh lye a lord." I sang to her (in the least cringe way possible😂) "there will come killer who's weapon is her word. She could slay you with her tongue oh lay oh lye a lord. Oh lay oh lye oh layyy oh lord. She could slay you with her tongue oh lay oh lye a lord." I heard a door open but ignored it still playing with Morgan "there will come a leader who's shield is strong as him. Good and loyal like in the past oh lay oh lye oh lord. Oh lay oh lye oh lay a lord. Good and loyal like in the past oh lay oh lye oh lord" I moved her her out her face
"He they sound cool" she smiled

"Yeah he was" a familiar voice said
In reflex I picked up a knife from the table and threw it towards the sounds. I looked to see Steve at the front door. I quickly walked over to him and dragged him out the front door to only to see that Natasha and Scott stood with Tony.

"What is going on here?" I asked slamming the door
"Calm down y/n, they were just leaving" tony stared at them
"Y/n we can bring them back" Scott took my hand

I pulled away aggressively "what do you mean?" I asked him
"If we went back in time and collected the stones" Scott explained
"That's impossible" I scoffed
"No y/n it is" Steve looked at me
"Stop it!" I shouted
"Do you not want him back?" Nat asked confused
"I do! It's the only thing I want! But you making me hope and if I hope and it doesn't happen it'll all go to shit againl" I said stressed, I pulled a joint out of my pocket and walked down the stairs away from everyone. I lit it and inhaled.

"Y/n I thought you quit that 7 years ago" Steve looked disappointed
"I did, until 5 years ago when the only good thing in my life disappeared" I exhaled
"But we can bring him back" Scott smiled
"I'm going to fucking hit you" I stared at him
"Y/n it's worth a shot" Nat walked closer "there's a chance y/n, a chance to bring everyone back. We mays as well try"

I looked at her exhaling more smoke "fine,I guess" I agreed with a tear rolling down my eye. I put out the J and tossed it aside before walking back to the house.

I walked up to tony and hugged him "your going aren't you?" He asked
"I just want him back" I cried
"I know,I'll check some stuff out see if it's even possible." He squeezed me
"Thanks for letting me stay here" I smiled
"Your welcome whenever, I'm always here for you" he promised

I walked upstairs and started to pack my stuff,I pulled the gun out a draw and sat on the bed with it in my lap. I stared at it longingly before putting it in a bag.

I walked downstairs lugging my bags with me, I walked to Morgan "hey,I'll be back soon ok and you might be able to meet the solider when I get back" I hugged her
"I'll miss you" she smiled
"I'll miss you to, bye" I waved taking my bags

I walked passed tony "thanks again and tell pepper I said bye" I hugged him
"Yeah ok,stay safe" he ordered

I walked outside and threw my bags into the car before climbing into the back seat.

"I'm so glad you decided to come" Scott smiled
"Yeah whatever" I sighed looking out the window
"I miss him to y/n" Steve sympathised
"No you don't,not like I do" I stared at the passing trees
"Y/n I lost my parents,my lover and now 2 of my best friends" he drove
"So did I Steve, except the difference is how I lost them" I took out my lighter and started to flick it watching the sparks fly.

"What do we do now?" Nat asked
"We need some one with a big brain" Steve smirked
"A bigger brain then his!?" Scott asked

Really cannot be arsed writing the rest of this chapter bc all that happens is they recruit hulk.