I'm in love with a criminal-Bucky barns x y/n

Chapter 7

9:34am-Tuesday

Y/ns POV:
I woke up by myself in bed,I was confused my head was aching. I got dressed and left my room looking for bucky. I saw him speaking with Tony,he looked upset and confused. I walked up to him "hey Bucky what's up?" I asked him
"Y/n can we talk?" He asked
"Sure" I said confused walking away with him.
"Listen y/n I don't think yesterday was a good idea" he crossed his arms
"What do you mean? It's okay Bucky I already told you" I reassured
"No y/n it's not that I just, I don't like you that way!" He shouted tears rolling down his eyes
"What? No! Your kidding right?" I smiled
"I'm not y/n,now just leave me alone!" He yelled walking out the house
"What? No Bucky please! Please I can't do this without you" I begged
"Y/n your just to young for me,I knew it wouldn't last" he continued walking away
"Bucky! I know I'm 'young' but my mind is well beyond my years! You knew this wouldn't last? But FUCK YOU DONT LEAVE ME HERE!" i shouted chasing after him (couldn't not use this song lyric) he ran away out the house.

I stood still in shock tears rolling down my face, I slid down the wall holding my face in my hands. I screamed in pain,a few people ran into the room. Natasha crouched down next to me and hugged my tight "hey,hey it's alright what's wrong?" She asked. I tried to tell her but whenever I tried to speak my words where muffled my my crying.
Tony walked through and crossed his arms "barns broke up with her and walked out"
"You and Bucky where together?" Steve asked
"No we just had sex,but I thought he loved me" I cried
"You had sex with him?" Steve asked
"Fuck off steve" I cried covering my face
"I'm sorry" he said,

my head began to hurt,I smacked it against the wall "no,not right now" I cried to myself. I stood up and ran to my room scared for what might happen. I heard a knocking at my door "hey y/n it's Steve,do you maybe want to talk?" He asked
"Please Steve just fuck off,I don't want to hurt you!" I shouted
"Listen y/n I know your in a lot of pain right now but if you just let me in maybe we can sort this all out" he rested his head on the door
"Please Steve just go away" I begged knowing that I was going to do something horrible.

I ignored him while my mind flipped,while I began to be controlled. Feeling incapable.
I grabbed a nearby gun and shot at the door before kicking it open. Steve stepped back while I pointed the gun at him. "Y/n please we can get through this" he said
"No we fucking can't" I yelled shooting at him. He blocked it with a nearby table. I kicked the table sending him flying back,I continued to beat him up "fight back you prick!" I yelled
"No y/n!" I shouted trying to restrain me.
Tony walked in the room in his suit "y/n stop this! I sent him away! I sent Bucky away!"
"You what?" I asked standing up
"I sent him away because you know his words and your both getting way to close. It could be the death of all of us!" He admitted
"Tony,why would you do that?" Steve asked. My heart sank into my stomach
"He said he wouldn't leave because he loves you to much so I said that he has to break up with you and leave or I'll keep you in a jail cell for the rest of your life" he smiled
"You mother fucker!" I shouted shooting at him. He fired his hand things at me knocking me to the ground. I ran at him and wrapped my legs around his neck. I took his head and smacked it into the wall repeatedly. Pepper ran in "god y/n you bitch stop!"
"Babe just get out off here!" He shouted
I continued beating him up breaking away his armour, pepper picked up a gun and pointed it towards me "fucking stop that!" She yelled shaking.
"Tell your girlfriend to put the gun down or I'll fuck her up!" I shouted holding his face towards her.
"Pepper babe put down the gun,this is all my fault just get out of here" he explained
"No fucking way" she should walking closer
"Steve please get her out of here!" Tony yelled. Steve walked towards pepper while I continued to beat tony up. I raised my knife to the air ready to stab him.
"TONY!" She dramatically shouted shooting me in the arm
"That hoe" I calmly said picking up my gun and walking towards her.
Steve stood in front of me while tony hit the ground in pain. "Y/n please you don't want this" Steve looked into my eyes
"He fucked up my life,now I'm gonna fuck up his" I said holding kicking him out my way I walked up to pepper and smacked her in the face leaving a red mark before snatching her gun and punching her. She hit the ground. "Tell your little boyfriend this is all his fault. He sent Bucky away. Now you people can try to fucking stop me because you will all be dead before I calm down!" I shouted holding the gun at her head the cold metal making her shiver
"I'm gonna put a bullet in her head and your gonna watch" I smiled at tony
"Please!please no" he begged
I was about to pull the trigger when Nat jumped on me. Tony rushed pepper out the room while Natasha punched me "please stop" she said hitting me
I kicked my legs up and wrapped them around her neck pulling her back. I began to choke her with my leg while reaching for my gun, Wanda magically lifted my of the ground forcing me to realise Nat "please y/n this isn't you" she frowned
"You don't fucking know me! That's what hydra did to you this is what I got!" I shouted as she chocked my with her magic.
I struggled To my pocket and pulled out a pistol and shot at her hitting her leg. Vision floated to her and dragged her away "fucking hell your all leaving me just like Bucky did,god I have the worst of luck!" I laughed pointing my gun at Steve
"Listen y/n I'm as upset as you are, he's my best friend" Steve sympathised
"It's not the fucking same! He cared about me! He was the first person who cared about me! And now he's gone forever!" I shouted walking closer to him
"We can get him back! You just have to calm down first" he put his hand out.
"Fuck this" I said and held the gun to my head. I felt the chill of the cold metal against my temple, I was about to pull the trigger when I felt a harsh pain in the back of my head making me hit the ground.