The Beginning and the End: Part 1

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Warnings: violence, abuse, the stuff that happened to Bucky, lemme know if there are any others

3rd POV:
The asset wasn't treated as a normal person ever. No human decency was ever given to him. But so many other things were: trauma, abuse, scars, memory loss, and so many more.

But so much more was taken from him: his friends, his family, his memory, his life, his arm, his brain, and his happiness are just few of the many.

But no one really talks about what else this abuse and imprisonment caused. They don't think about the person who is called "the asset" the person who is treated like a disease. How did he survive?

It started with Pierce, he once made the guards dress up the asset as a baby. Pierce wouldn't let the asset take it off or go to the bathroom unless it was in the diaper. And the asset wasn't allowed to speak like an adult, he had to act and talk like a small child.

He thought it was weird but anytime he questioned it the guards would punish him. Soon enough anytime he got back from a mission the guards would force him to change into the diaper and give him a pacifier.

That wasn't all though. Not even a week after the first experience Pierce told the asset to address him as "daddy". The asset thought now that this was no longer a "joke".

But weirdly enough the asset enjoyed this. He was carefree. The only punishment he ever got was spanking and while they sucked for 'the baby' the asset was thankful.

The asset soon enough didn't have to be told to act like a baby it was like he slipped. He would get back and it was like a a light switch he just slipped into what he found out was called little headspace (he overheard some guards talking).

Not even a year afterwards tho Pierce made the guards stop and even himself stopped treating the asset like a baby. It was like they got bored of their own game. But the asset couldn't stop slipping, he'd use the bathroom in his pants without diapers, he'd suck his thumb, and he'd cry. No one would help him though.

That was until Pierce got tired of the asset so he "hired" someone.

He kidnapped a woman off the street named
y/n. She was now in charge of taking care of the asset. Y/n was told that she would be taking care of a baby, then thrown in a cell.

There was a bed in the corner farthest from the door. A bath and a dresser in the other corners. No baby items, no toys, nothing except a small blanket and a bottle with formula sitting on the dresser.

She soon heard the cell door unlock and started to turn around at the sound of baby noises.

She hadn't expected to see a 6"0' tall man who looked to be in his early thirties? He looked as if he had been through 5 wars. But she couldn't help but see how adorable he looked with a pacifier in his mouth and holding a blanket.

He had a completely innocent face that didn't belong in this cruel place.

He looked up at y/n and her heart melted at the adorable baby. She was snapped out of her trance as he was shoved into the cell as the door once again locked shut.

He started crying and she ran to him and started to hold him. He flinched at her touch and she comforted him still. Once his cries had been reduced to sniffles she led him to the bed and helped him sit down.

"Is it ok if I check your knees baby? I'll probably have to take off your pants but I promise not to do anything. And when I get done we can change you into some comfy clothes ok?" He looked at her with big eyes but didn't say anything just nodded.

She stood him up and slipped off his pants allowing him to sit down again. As she check his knees the asset looked down at her in awe and confusion.

He didn't know why this pretty woman was being so nice to him. He didn't know who she was or why she's helping him. All he knew is he didn't want her to go away. 'She'd be the perfect mommy'.

She looked up at him and suddenly he thought he had said that aloud. She just gave him a soft smile and stood up. "Your knees are ok baby they might be a little bruised but you're brave I know you can handle it" in the sweetest voice he had ever heard.

Y/n walked over to the dresser and picked out some pajamas for him. The asset laid down and y/n pulled up his new pajama pants.

The only trouble she had with the asset was when she tried to pull off his shirt to change. That was when he started to squirm and cry.

(This will start off as a small series but lemme know if y'all want me to make it a book if not I will only do probably 4 chapters and if I don't get answers I'll just make it a book 😭)

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