Little Buck one-shots

Chosen Pt 2

When we got back it was dark already. I have not clue why there's only 1 selection office in every state.

I went straight to my room. I was so tired. I closed the door and changed into some warm pajamas. Tony always kept the tower cold.

Right as I pulled on my sock I heard a knock on my door. I hurried over and opened it. "Buck?"

"I.. y/n.. I" I led him into my room and shut the door. "Breathe baby, breathe. Come here let's lay down" I gently say him on the bed and slipped off his shoes and jacket. "C'mere hon lay down."

He laid down with his body squeezed against mine. He was shivering. "I'll be right back baby lemme get you a blanket you're freezing"

"NO.. no please don't leave" I gently placed my hand. "Hey hey it's alright. Let's just get you under the covers then ok?" I could've sworn I heard a tiny whine leave his mouth.

"Y/n... can we... can you hold me please? I'm scared" I cooed and come and sat next to him. He turned into me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "I- what if I can't do as I'm selected? I'll get in trouble, its scary. Or what if no one wants me?! I've heard what happens to littles and caregivers when they don't have anyone."

With that he started crying into my shoulder. "Shhh baby it's ok. Let it out." I wrapped my arm around his body and started combing through his hair with the fingers on my other hand.

I let him cry all he needed to. I didn't think he had anyone to go to anyways and I haven't taken care of someone in so long. I haven't had a little since ever. I'd babysit for Sam every so often. Riley was just the sweetest baby ever.

Soft snores interrupted my thought. I looked down and saw the cutest baby asleep on me. Crying does take a lot out of babies. Babies....could Bucky be... no. He would hate that.  It's the whole reason he's freaking out.

It's gonna be ok though. We will find out in the morning. He'll be absolutely fine.

Time skippppp

I woke up to a banging on my door "Y/N HURRY OUR RESULTS ARE HERE. AND WHERE IS SIR JAMES?!? WE MUST FIND HIM"

Chuckling I replied "He's in here Thor we'll be right there" I looked down as his thunderous footsteps faded. "Good morning baby"

He replied with a whine as he rubbed his eyes. "C'mon results are here. No more worrying."
He got up and trudged towards the door. Before grabbing the knob he turned back.
"I'm coming baby"

As we got down there, Loki, Thor, and Steve were already around the table. Sam was standing behind Steve with 4 letters in his hands. "COME JAMES SIT DOWN"

Bucky hurried into the last seat and I stood beside him.

"Alright, now that everyone's here I'm gonna pass out the letters and y'all are gonna open them one by one. Here steve"

Steve rushed to open his and a smile ran across his face "neutral" ok so maybe my prediction wasn't right.

Sam handed Thor his letter next. He ripped it open "IM A CAREGIVER BROTHER!! LOOK"
How in the world. Well he's a very caring man just loud, ig.

Loki opened his in orderly fashion and read through the note "neutral" a slight smile appeared. He was happy.

Buckys turn. I could see his hands shaking as he opened the letter "it's ok" I whispered. He opened it and in big letters at the bottom was

                                  LITTLE

He dropped his paper in awe. "What'd you get Buck?" No reply came. He just shook his head. "No no no." Loki grabbed his paper "Little. He's a little"

"NO no I'm not." Bucky got up and stormed off. Steve stood up but I stopped him "I'll go."

I walked to his room and could hear crying. He was trying to be quiet but he couldn't help it. I knocked twice. "Baby, it's me. Can I come in?"

Bucky POV:
I shook my head until I realized she couldn't see me. Do I let her in? She hasn't been mean. But she lied. SHE SAID IT WOULD BE OK!

This is the opposite of ok. No one's gonna want a 6 foot muscular little. No one's gonna want a little with a vibranium arm. And NO ONE wants a little thats broken.

I don't even have little tendencies. I have nightmares, but not the ones little kids have. Last week I had one so bad I woke up in a puddle of piss and sweat. Oh god. I peed myself.

I am like a little kid. Fuck. I'm even throwing a tantrum right now. No. No nonononomoko.
"Bucky? Baby? Are you ok?"

Y/n POV:
He didn't reply. He wasn't going to. As I started to walk away the door slowly opened until I could see two bright blue eyes with tears flowing from them. "Oh baby"

With that he broke. His sobs racked through him and he reached out for me. "Cmon in here" he shook his head "no? Then where?" He pointed at me "my room?" A nod. "Ok baby, let's go"

He was on the floor and reached up to me with grabby hands. Thank god for Tony Stark and his weird gadgets. He made one just for me that allows you to have super strength.

I picked him up and went next door to my room. As I tried to put him down he started to cry again. "No pease!" People selected as littles always slip when they get their selection. I guess It's the stress. I don't know.

I've never seen Buck slip before so who knows.

I sat down on my bed and laid down with him on top laying on me. His head snuggled up to my neck. "Now baby, whats wrong? Whats got you freaking out about being a little?"

"No one want me. Be 'lone" I cradled his head and looked at him. "Baby, so many people would love to have you as there little. Hell I would"

"Weally?! You Bucky mommy?!?" Oh shit. "Bucky baby, that's not what I was saying. I'm not your mommy I was saying you're a great little and anyone would love to be your caregiver."

"NO, YOU BUCKY MOMMY!"

"Buck lower your voice. Now." He looked down "pease, Pease be mommy. Want you to be mommy. Bucky love mommy."

Love? No, i can't take anything he says. I'll have to ask big Bucky about it, but right now, "you sure?" He nodded so quickly I thought he was trying to get water out of his ears. "I'd love to be your mommy Bucky"

"WEALLY? Bucky love mommy. Mommy the best." He nuzzled his head into my shoulder and held me tight.

"I love you too baby"