Little Buck one-shots

Mission report (sambucky)

Sam knew Bucky was a little. Bucky wasn't very open about it, I mean he was embarrassed. He didn't like being little but he knew his therapist was right. It was just embarrassing.

The morning of the mission to Germany, Sam walked up to buckys door to see if he was ready.

"Hey Bucky we gotta leave in 30 you ready?" No reply. "Buckkkyyyy???" Sam slowly turned the knob and opened the door. Silent.

"Buck? You in here?" Sam looked around the room.

- Bed. Empty
- Desk. Empty
- Bathroom? Closed

Sam went over to the bathroom and knocked on the door. "Bucky? You in there bud?"

"ABABA" sam couldn't here much through the wooden door just muffled gibberish. "I'm gonna come in ok?" Slowly turning he opened the door.

SAM POV:

When I opened the door I saw Bucky in the floor. Rocking back and forth. "Hey hey what's wrong Buck?" I didn't know if he was little or not so I didn't wanna push him into that headspace right before a mission.

"NOO NONNONONO" his eyes were closed tightly and his hands covered his ears. I walked over to his side and wrapped my arm around him. Pulling him into me.

He jumped when I touched him and looked up "SAMMSS" he quickly hugged me and tucked his head in the shoulder. "Hey bud whats wrong"

"Nigh' mare" I moved him into my lap and started rubbing his back to comfort him. "Ohh I'm sorry baby that was probably scary wasn't it?" He nodded.

"Hey hey, can you be big for me? Can you be a big boy?" Bucky whined into my shoulder. "Cmon buddy we've got a mission. Don't you wanna take down the bad guys?!"

At that he looked up, but not with the look I hoped for. "If you go one this we can spend all of tomorrow with Dino nuggies, blanket forts and tv?"

"REALLY???" He stuck out his pinky, I wrapped my pinky around his. "Really."

Time skip 😻🫶🏻

As we got to the 'abandoned' hydra base, me and Bucky strapped the rest of our gear on and got ready to go. "You ready white panther?"

"Shut it bird bitch" "oooo someone's in a mood"

Bucky rolled his eyes and stepped out of the quinjet. "WAIT UP BUCK"

Inside we found miles worth of software. "Another? God this better not be Zola's second brain"

Right as I spoke the ancient software started to boot up. "Aw fuck no. I'm not doing this." Bucky was walking around the first row of software.

"Sam, Check the other room while I clear this"

"You sure?" He looked over and at me with that 'are you stupid?' Look he always has. "Alright alright"

The next room was about 10 meters/yards down the hall. As I walked in I saw an old book shelf and some file cabinets with a broken desk in the middle of the room. An office?

Who thought hydra did actual work? Not me.

As I searched the room I saw all the files were still in their boxes. I saw one labeled Zephyr. This was the only one that wasn't a first and last name.

I grabbed it and looked inside. Impossible. The file containing all information about the winter soldier program was in my hands. As I looked I saw a file labeled classified.

I opened this one up and saw the layout for Arnim Zola's software life form. The Camp Lehigh location and Ramsau, Germany??!

FUCK FUCK FUCK. THOSE BASTARDS. I grabbed both files and ran out the door to Bucky.  "BUCKY! GET OUT OF THERE"

Bucky came to the doorway confused. "What?! What'd you find?" As my mouth opened and blast of fire pushed him forward. The computers had exploded. This had been an old trap that we had just now triggered.

"BUCKY!" I ran down the hall to him, he was laid out on the ground. "Buck?! Are you ok?"
No answer. I put the files in my vest and zipped it up. Bending down. I picked Bucky up and started walking to the quinjet. As I got on board I laid him down on a table and set the autopilot to the tower.

"Bucky?" I got a cloth and used the water from a water bottle to wet it and start to clean him off.

As I wiped off his forehead his eyes started to flutter. "Hey baby, we're on the quinjet now ok?" He looked up at me with such innocent eyes I just knew. "Daddy?!" He busted out into tears and reached out for me.

"Hey baby, shhh, I know, but it's ok we're safe now I found some good stuff and now we know ok? You're so brave for me baby, so strong."

He shoved his face into my chest and fisted my shirt. "Hurt!" He cried. "Where does it hurt baby??!" He pulled away from my chest and pointed to his back.

I pulled up his shirt and saw a lot of scratches, nothing to serious but enough to be sore tomorrow. "Hey it's not to bad ok? We just gotta put a big bandaid on and get Stevie bear don't we?"

Bucky nodded his head and pouted. I laid him back down and started to clean and bandage his scrapes.

After cleaning him up and threw away his torn shirt and gave him a hoodie of mine. "Mr. Wilson we will be approaching the tower in approximately 5 minutes"

"Thank you Jarvis" I walked over to the control panels in the cockpit and started to take over the jet. "Buck you good?"

"Huh? Oh yeah" I looked back and a very anxious looking Bucky sat on the table looking down and his nail and swinging his feet.

"You fully big or half?" He looked up and I could tell he was not in any form of little space "fully big Sam."

As I landed the jet, Bucky grabbed his gear and hurried off to his room. I followed him to our floor after dealing with everything and when I walked in I saw all Buckys gear thrown beside the door but no trace of him.

"Buck?" I set down my gear next to his, we could deal with it later, and started walking to his room.

*Knock knock* "you in there buck?"

I slowly started to open the door and again no trace of any super soldier. I scanned the room again and saw his closet door cracked. 

"Bucky?" I walked over and slowly opened the door revealing and cowering Bucky in the corner.

He sat sobbing and rocking in the small corner of his closet. "I'm sorry Sam, I.. i don't know what's wrong" new sobs racked his body with every breath.

I knelt down to him and slowly encompassed him in a hug resting the waters. "Hey, it's ok, all that you need to think about is breathing right now ok love?"

"But, but what if they come back? What if they know where I am? What if they use those words on me again and I hurt someone I care about? What if I hurt you?!" I started to run my fingers through his hair and run my hand along his back drawing miscellaneous shapes.

"They aren't back, we took care of them together. And the wakandans got rid of him, you are you and only you. Just breathe baby."

He slowly caught his breath and the crying slowed. "I love you baby."

"I love you too Sammy, always, till the end of this new line"

Omg I'm alive 🫢😻 I hope to start writing again more but who knows, if you have any requests just ask and I'll do <333