Our Lives Turned Upside Down *A BTS Reverse Harem (On Hold)

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Nari's POV

Sitting on my bed in the hotel room, I stare absentmindedly at my half packed suitcase. I've been here in the hotel nearly a week. I sent Tae home the morning after our date night. As much as I enjoy his company I felt like I needed a little more me time before returning home. In hindsight maybe that was a bad idea. I've scheduled my checkout for tomorrow afternoon; but ever since then I've felt my anxiety steadily rising at the thought of having to deal with Yoongi again.

I check my phone; nothing. No messages, no calls. Yes,Tae messages me every morning and every night, but besides him no one is answering me except for Nyx. She tells me it's time I come home already; I know she's right about that. Only hearing from her should be more than enough for me; but why are the others ignoring me? Especially Hobi, I never expected a cold shoulder from him; but for the last two days my calls have gone unanswered.

I get up and cross to the large window overlooking Namsan. Folding my arms across my chest I stand there, lost in thought. What if coming here for my own selfish reasons has done harm to my family and my relationships; something I never ever intended.

I turn away from the window, trying to shake away the worry. It's my last day of freedom for who knows how long, I might as well take one more stroll through the park with my boys. After harnessing them, I secure my mask in place and we make our way out of the hotel. Strolling along the lush pathway I admit it's beautiful but I can't wait for winter because I feel like I might boil alive in this heat. I decide to cut our walk short because I don't think being so hot is good for the baby.

On the way back I decide to try and reach Hoseok again, but after several rings it's obvious that he isn't going to answer me. What about Joonie? On the third ring I hear the call connect, followed by his deep voice, "Hello?"

"Hey Einstein," I begin nervously, "Is everything ok? I haven't heard back from you guys in a couple days."

A moment of silence stretches before he answers me, "Are you ever coming home?"

Fresh guilt washes over me, "Yea, I'll be back tomorrow. I didn't realize being gone would make you guys upset, I'm sorr--"

Namjoon interrupts me in a curt tone, "See you tomorrow then," and then the call cuts. I look at my phone, mouth agape. He just hung up on me. Asshole!

I feel my temper rising. It's not until Cas' nose prods my thigh that I realize I've been standing, frozen, in the middle of the walking path. My newfound anger fueled by my anxiety over returning to the house begins to whip me into a frenzy. I half stomp, half speed walk all the way back to the hotel and ride the elevator up to our room.

After entering, I accidentally slam the door shut behind me with more force than I intended. I look at Cas and Deci, both sitting and watching me warily. I sigh and crouch down, offering them an apologetic smile, "Sorry guys. Mommy is just..really stressed out." After removing their vests I strip out of my clothes and run water for a bath.

Settling myself in the tub I sink to my chin, still fuming. I can't believe Namjoon was so short with me. In the week that I've been here he hasn't bothered even once to ask me what made me want to leave. Come to think of it neither have Jin or Jungkook.and Jimin.well I haven't heard from him at all. That really doesn't surprise me, he's preoccupied and my absence doesn't affect him.

Still, I haven't told anyone why I left. I didn't want to cause problems between the guys; no matter how Yoongi acts they're all still brothers at heart. Being away from him has been a relief, but his words are still heavy in my mind. I'll have to carry this burden, keep it a secret, and deal with a moody Joon and Hoseok upon my return. It makes me wish I could just take up permanent residence here instead.