Our Lives Turned Upside Down *A BTS Reverse Harem (On Hold)

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Nyx's POV

The silence stretches; looking around I see the same faces as when I told them about Nari being pregnant. The only difference; Jimin is one of them now. Biting my tongue to hide my smile I wait for them to get out of their shock. Nari comes and sits next to me, she still looks apologetic at me so I squeeze her hand; I'm not angry. I'm happy actually, this made it easier. 

"Is this a joke?" Namjoon breaks the silence, looking straight at me. I can't read his face and I don't know how his question makes me feel. 

"Sorry. No joke. We both are pregnant." I see Jimin flinch a little, and it hurts. Ignoring Jimin, I pin Namjoon with a disapproving stare and he shifts in his seat. 

"But don't worry. I suspect there are only two who could be the father, so you're off the hook." It saddens me when I see most of them sigh in relief. It stings realizing they don't want to be a father to mine. Schooling my face I don't show them how it hurts. 

"Only two?" Jin questions me. 

"Yes. After you guys brought us back I had my period so it happened after. And I only slept with three of you. And Kookie is too recent so it's either Jimin or Yoongi." Looking at Yoongi is a mystery to me on how he feels. He's a statue, turned to stone like he just looked into Medusa's eyes. 

Jimin is the first to move and he gets up from the couch, looking down on my hands in my lap, I wait. I suspect to be pulled into a hug any second. But time ticks by and I realize it's taking too long. Looking up I don't see him anymore. He left? Without saying anything? Looking at the others they look with pity at me. And to my surprise Yoongi follows him in the same manner; all without acknowledging me. 

Forcing a smile on my face is difficult but I manage. "So now you know. I'm going to bed. I'm suddenly tired. Goodnight." I don't wait for an answer, kissing Nari on her cheek I make my way over to my room. I don't know what I expected to feel after informing the men, but it definitely wasn't this. But what is this? How do I feel?

I'm excited to be a mother. It's way earlier than I planned, but it's a welcome surprise. And I'm happy I get to experience it with Nari at the same time. But I'm sad Jimin and Yoongi just left me. I get they need to digest this, but this total ignoring me hurts. 

Reaching the safety of my room I enter my washroom right away for my nightly routine. Walking back into my room after, I'm surprised to see Jimin lying in my bed. He holds the covers up and I crawl in bed. Snuggling into his arms, he holds me close. "I'm sorry." I begin but he shushes me, so I fall silent. 

"I'm sorry I left. I couldn't let the others see how happy I am, especially after teasing them." I shut him up by giving him a kiss, I don't care why he left. He's here now and he says he's happy so I'm good. Am I ready for this though? Are we? Well it's too late now, so all we can do now is enjoy the ride. He breaks the kiss and connects our foreheads, peering deep into my eyes. "I love you Little Siren. You've made me extremely happy."

Trying to swallow the lump that's suddenly lodged in my throat is extremely difficult but I desperately want to. Clearing it helps and I finally manage, "and I love you so much Minji." I whisper. Connecting lips in sweet bliss I melt into him stroking my fingers through his soft black hair. We finally part and he tightens his arms pressing my face into his chest. 

I know I never forgot to take birth control but I still got pregnant. So the pills didn't do the job they were meant to do. Jimin's fingers trail patterns over my arms and back and it's comforting. So much so; I don't realize I'm falling asleep. Sleep is restless; my dreams are filled with unexplainable moments.

On the seventh day, after the second baby bomb, we all are gathered in the sitting area. Watching TV, well the others are, I'm deep in thought about everything. Snuggled into Jimin with my feet in Yoongi's lap I'm wrapped in warmth. It's so nice and comforting I doze off.