Our Lives Turned Upside Down *A BTS Reverse Harem (On Hold)

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Nyx's POV

Waking up I keep my eyes closed and just relax. It's super early because I went to sleep around dinner time. At some point it becomes obvious that I'm the only one breathing in the room. Looking to Nari's bed I see it's untouched, so she hasn't slept here tonight, but it looks weird, so I get out of bed and check the closet. 

Her suitcase and clothes are missing. Next I check the bathroom and even her toiletries are gone. She left me, she chose to move out of the room. The guilt weighs heavy on my mind. Is it all my fault? Probably. Do I care? I don't know, all I know is that my annoyance and jealousy still weigh heavier than the guilt. 

Well I'm up so I might as well get downstairs and begin preparing breakfast. I quickly pull a hoodie over my tank top and leave the room. Walking down the stairs, the smell of coffee attacks me and I get curious who is just as early. Reaching the bottom, I see Yoongi sitting on a stool, eyes closed, inhaling the fresh aroma of the cup he's holding. 

Softly walking closer, I study his face. So serene looking when he thinks he's alone. "Good morning" I whisper. I don't want to startle him and make him spill his coffee over himself. His eyes snap open and pin me to my spot. He smiles slowly at me, "good morning Nyx." And it must be the first words of the day, his voice sounds raspy and the way my name rolls over his tongue is mesmerizing. 

"Shall I make breakfast?" I ask as I walk to the coffee machine to pour myself a cup. Adding milk out of the refrigerator and sugar, I stir and take a big sip. "I was planning on making it. You did it yesterday." He pouts and he's adorable, making my heart flutter in my chest. 

"How about we do it together?" I offer instead. He nods as he hops off the stool. "How about you make those delicious bread rolls and I'll scramble the eggs?" He suggests. I agree and walk to the pantry to get all I need. He follows me into the pantry, but walks to the right to get the load of eggs he needs to feed 9 people. He leaves before me, and when I get back to the kitchen he's cracking all the eggs. 

Making breakfast with him is fun, talking as we work, getting company at some point. By the time breakfast is ready everyone is downstairs and awake. Looking at Nari I see the mask and it's firmly in place so for once I don't have a clue how she really feels. 

Pushing my 'evil' feelings aside I tentatively smile as I look at her. She returns it and it's like nothing happened between us. Is it that easy? Being best friends we can continue on the same footing? I don't know, but I want to. I love her and don't want to fight. I don't understand why I feel jealous of her. I don't have a claim on them whatsoever. 

Halfway during breakfast Jungkook's phone dings and he jumps up after reading it, throwing a fist into the air. "Yes. They approve." And he jumps on the spot in glee. Apparently only Jimin and Taehyung know what it is about as they jump up too and the three of them do a weird group hug/dance. "What did you three do?" Jin demands and I detect fear in it and I don't blame him. Jungkook loves to tease them. 

Nari and I look curiously between them and the rest holds their breath, breakfast temporarily forgotten. "I suggested paintball. And they just okayed it," Jungkook informs them laughing hard when he sees the reaction of some of them. Nari's face drains of blood when she looks in shock at me. I know she doesn't like it, so I smile encouragingly at her but she either doesn't see it or is too much in shock. 

Yoongi is grumbling unintelligible and I smile to myself. He's cute, peeking at him our eyes connect and they smile sadly at me. "Well I want to play. I never have." I break the mumbling silence. The maknaes cheer in joy and the hyung line just sighs, resigning themselves to a day of exercise and pain. I might never have played but I know it will hurt.