𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐥𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐚

𝟖. 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞?

"no, sorry, i think i love you" a blush took over my cheeks at the words i just said, how foolish was i to let these words escape, she probably didn't even like girls.

"y/n.." she held my face in her hands, looking into my eyes. "i love you too."

she connected our lips together, kissing my lips, i had dreamed about this moment before, i had been desperate for it, to feel her lips on mine the second we first spent that night together. i brought her in closer, wrapping my arms around her neck. our lips parted and all i could do was smile. this was the happiest moment of my life.

"really?"

"yes of course y/n, i wish we could be together for an eternity, i wish i could hold you in my arms until i die, i want to feel your lips on mine."

i blushed at her words, "but its forbidden, the tsaritsa wouldn't like it.." i muttered with a frown. she placed her head on my shoulder, whispering in my ear.

"so what? it can be our little secret, nobody has to know, or will know" i smiled at what she said.

"so y/n, be my girlfriend, my secret girlfriend, people will only think we are friends, they are all stupid."

"i would love to, signora, ive been waiting for this day forever." and with that, our lips were brought back together.

our lips fitted together like a puzzle, fitting perfectly together, a red blush dusting across my cheeks, her soft lips on mine.

nothing could ruin this moment? right?

ever so suddenly, it felt like my world shattered. a cough was heard from a fatui diplomat.

signora broke the kiss, turning back to her stone cold usual self.

"what do you want." her cold voice sending a shiver down my spine, how quickly she had changed scaring me.

"la signora! y/n!" his voice shaked.

"i know your always thinking about me, no need to call out my name. now what do you want?"

"you can't be doing this, its against the tsaritsa's wishes!"

"tell a single soul, i'll kill you, and thats not a threat, it's a promise." you say to the diplomat.

"yes... y/n. nobody will know." fear laced between his voice. we knew he couldn't tell a single soul, so we didn't worry.

we sat down on some benches on the ship. i ate my noodles as she shot a disgusting look at my noodles.

"ew." she spoke.

"what?"

"that food is for poor commoners, why are you eating it? you're one of the most richest and powerful women in snezhnaya. you could eat something way better than that."

"try it, it tastes good!" i giggled.

"no thats gross, i'm not a poor commoner y/n ew."

i shook my hair as a reply, twirling the noodles around my chopsticks, smiling down at my food

"open your mouth." i said, bringing the food up near her mouth.

"no, ew."

"please?"

"fine."

she slightly opened her mouth as i fed her the noodles on the chopsticks with a smile. she gave in chewing the food.

"do you like it?" i asked.

"not bad, i can see why the poor commoners have an obsession with noodles." she said turning to look at the waters of teyvat. gazing into the oceans.

"i wonder whats beyond teyvat, i know teyvat isnt the only thing in the universe." i muttered to myself.

"i know theres more than teyvat in this world, it's just nobody has the power to explore it yet, nor the technology, thought i do believe that dottore has been interested in exploring the other universes at some point." she replied.

"dottores always interested in his weird little experiments. it's quite nasty though, he experiments on children. i honestly feel bad for them."

"i know, them children don't deserve it, thank the archons its not the children from the house of the hearth though."

i finished eating my noodles.

"gosh im tired, how far is snezhnaya?" i whined.

"2 more hours y/n, its not long."

i sighed, laying down on the bench attempting to take a nap.