Your one colson bakers daughters your the problem child compared to Cassie your twin sister. Read to find out ;)
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{ this book is close to a year old, most of it is most likely really cringe. }
I was in my bed laying down trying to sleep I had been awake all night. I was about to give in and take a Xanax to try to make me sleep when I heard knocking on my door
"Nessa time to get up you need to take your meds" my dad spoke softly through the door
Fuck
I had stayed up the whole night again
"Coming" I yelled getting up
I got up and went downstairs to go get my meds from my dad so he could watch me take them
My dad trusts me but he knows how important they are so he has to watch me take them
"Morning sweetheart how did you sleep last night" he said getting me a water out of the fridge (or any drink you want)
"Well if none at all is good then I slept amazing" I said fake smiling " another one of those night again?" He said confused
I nodded which made him sigh " that's the second time this week" he sighed out
"Do you know anything that could help" I asked desperately "maybe melatonin?" He said looking through the medicine cabinet
I was trying to think of ideas when Cassie stormed downstairs "dad can you take me to school today" she whined
(She's grounded from her car)
"Yea give me a minute to give your sister her medicine" he said getting it out of its pill divider thingy " oh my god it's always nessa this nessa that well what about Cassie?!" She yelled out obviously pissed
"Cassie you wouldn't last a day in her shoes you don't know what she's been through" he said slightly raising his voice "oh please it's not that bad" she yelled back
"All the sleepless nights, starving yourself so you just might not get called a fat pig in the summer, the constant voices telling me to just go ahead and end it, people calling me crazy and the panic attacks that happen daily?! You think you would be able to go through that?! Do you know how many times I've been compared to you?! IM ALWAYS THE FUCKED UP SISTER!" I said slamming my hands on the table saying the last part
"Maybe you are crazy bitch" she spat at me
And when I said that little smirk on her face I knew I had to leave before I lost my cool so I got up and ran upstairs when I heard dad yelling at Cassie
"Find a ride to school and when your back no phones for three weeks" he said chasing after me
When I got to my room I was already crying
After I had plopped on my bed and gotten comfortable my dad walked in
"Oh sweetheart come here" he said holding his arms out signaling for me to come
I collapsed into his arms and let it all out
"A-am I really crazy" I chocked out through tears "no cassie is" he said trying to light the situation
Also important detail your homeschooled and you graduated early
After I had calmed myself down he finally spoke up "wanna go to the studio with me today Travis is bringing his kids" he asked me
Travis is like my best friend even though he's like my dads brother I can tell him anything and everything
I nodded and he left so I could get ready
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Makeup
I finished getting ready and I headed downstairs to see my dad was waiting for me in the car I quickly grab a Red Bull and ran out to the car from keep him from waiting any longer
