After my dad recorded his song I decided to record one of my ownYou took away my heart and Told me we were different
Beautiful, with room to grow You left me in the morning Softly without warning
How was I supposed to know?
Oh, I'm trying Give me a reason
To let you go 'cause Right now I can't
I'm in pain I'm in pain Mmm
And I feel lost with out you Never thought to doubt you
Oh, who else is there to blame? So save your best excuses
They can't get me through this Maybe time can, maybe space
Oh, I'm trying Give me a reason To let you go 'cause
Right now I can't
I'm in pain I'm in pain
Should I say I'm sorry?
Did I mess it up?
All that you got from me Was it not enough?
I'm in pain I'm in pain
You're to blame
I'm in painAfter I finished I stepped out and everyone clapped and my dad pulled me into a hug
"You need to start making music" he said into my ear and I couldn't help but smile
We went home and I decided to take a nap
3 hours later
"Janesa wake up" my dad said shaking me
I shot up when I heard my first name because I knew he found something or he had been trying to wake me up for a while
"Thank god I thought you tried OD again" he said releasing a relieved sigh and putting his hand over his chest
I gave him a small smile before getting up
"How long was I our for" I said stretching "about four hours" he said looking at his watch
I nodded in sort of amazement "also they will be here in an hour" he said smiling and walking out to give me privacy
I did my hair and makeup and changed outfits
Outfit
Hair
Makeup
You finished getting ready and you were heading downstairs when you heard the door bell ring
"I got it" I said running to the door expecting to see Travis but when I opened my eyes I was met with Megan and Cassie
"Dad" I yelled and walked off to the living room where he was sitting "hey what's-" he said confusingly getting up "Megan and Cassie are back" I said giving him an obvious fake smile "ness she promised she changed this time and I really don't know why Cassie is back" he said genuinely
I nodded and gave him a hug before walking to the kitchen to get a drink when Megan walked in
"God your dressed like a slut nessa" she laughed out
"Says you" I whisper laughed just loud enough so she could hear it
Her outfit
"Shut up whore I'm gonna make your life a living hell and there is nothing you can do about it because your daddy won't believe you over me" she snickered out
"Megan just leave me alone" I said slightly raising my voice "don't raise your voice at me slut" she yelled back louder
"What did you just call my daughter" my dad hissed out from behind her
By this point I was already crying and I ran into his arms as he stroked my back
"You can't lie she's dressed like a slut babe" she yelled back trying to defend herself "no she's not now get out of my house we are done for good" he said raising his voice
She screamed and ran out the door slamming it on the way out
I stopped crying and I walked back upstairs to fix my makeup when I ran into Cassie
"How could you be so stupid nessa you made Megan leave" she slightly yelled at me "I-I didn't mean to I-" I spoke quietly back "this is why mom didn't want you" she hissed at me before she left to go somewhere
I slid down the wall and calmed myself down before I went to my closet and got out my stash
I've been smoking for about 3 years and my dad still doesn't know
I grabbed some weed and smoked it
After I finished I fixed my makeup from where I was crying when I heard a knock on my door
"Come in" I yelled as I put my things away in the bathroom
"Your dad told me to tell you that dinners ready" Landon said
I walked out and there was a tall boy that looked around my age with tattoos bleached tips and a very good sense of style
I looked up at his face and I was met with the most beautiful blue eyes
And then he smiled at me and oh. My. God his smile was adorable
He stuck out his hand and introduced himself
"I'm jaden" he said smiling holding his hand out
I shook it and my sleeve came up and showed a few scars and new cuts
I could tell he noticed because his face softened
I jerked my hand back and fixed my sleeve
Landon walked out and it was just me and Jaden "please don't tell anyone" I practically begged him "I won't until your ready but you need to get help soon so it doesn't get as bad as mine" he said but when he said the last part you could see the regret on his face
"Let's um.. just go" he said putting his hands in his pockets
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Kells daughter ~ Jaden hossler
FanfictionYour one colson bakers daughters your the problem child compared to Cassie your twin sister. Read to find out ;) OH MY WOW THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 28.3k READS { this book is close to a year old, most of it is most likely really cringe. }