Kells daughter ~ Jaden hossler

Studio run

After dinner

Landon, Alabama Jaden and I had been watching movies for about 3 hours now

"Alright I'm gonna go to one of the guest rooms night nessa" Landon said getting up "same night guys" Alabama said getting up as well leaving me and Jaden alone

"They took the two guest rooms.. you can sleep in here with me if you want" I said turning off the tv

He nodded and moved over onto the edge of the bed

I got up and went to go do my nightly smoke sesh and got my stash box out

"What's that" he said referring to the box

I signaled him to come see and when he looked his eyes widened

"You smoke too" he said looking down "yea I've been trying to quit for a while now" I said closing the box

"Same" he said going back to his spot

We had sat in silence for a while just sitting on my bed

"We should quit together" he said as his face sort of lifted up

I nodded in agreement and got up

"Where are you going" he said sitting up " will you help me tell my dad" I said grabbing the box

He nodded and followed me downstairs

"Hey daddy I need to talk to you" I said looking over at him

He got up and we walked to his room

"What's wrong sweetheart" he said facing me and Jaden

I sat the box on his bed and he opened it

"What's this" he said with slight anger in his voice

"It's mine" I said looking down "how long have you been doing it" he said more concerned than angry "three years" I whispered

He started getting mad

" before you get mad at her even more shes trying to get clean" jaden said trying to help me

My dad nodded slightly and he took the box

"Just let me think we can um- talk about this tomorrow or something let me just think" he said pacing the room

"I also have a few other things" I said making Jaden confused

I ran upstairs to my room and got my bottles of Xanax and ran back down stairs To his room

"I've been taking these sometimes at night to help me sleep for almost a year" I said throwing them onto the bed "nessa-" my dad started "I'm not done" I said pulling off my hoodie and starting to slide down my sweatpants (you had boxer like shorts on under them)

"I've been cutting since I was 14 when I first got diagnosed with schizophrenia and bpd" I said looking at him in the eyes and tears started forming

"I'll give you two space" jaden said walking out of the room leaving me and my dad alone

"W-why didn't you tell me sooner I could've gotten you help" he said as tears started to escape his eyes "I didn't want to disappoint you even more" I said as tears started to form in my own eyes

He pulled me into a hug and started crying

"I'm sorry daddy" I whispered into his ear as he cried into my shoulder

After we had both stopped crying he started talking again

"I'm gonna start drug testing you every week to make sure your still clean" he said looking up at me "can jaden stay with us then he's helping me get clean" I whispered back " as long as it's ok with his parents, and no funny business" he said looking at me