Kells daughter ~ Jaden hossler

Dad.

For some people making peace with their parent/parents is fun for them and not super stressful

Well I'm not one of those people.

I haven't talked to my dad in months and I'm in a better place mentally

Of course I'm not doing great but I don't wanna die so.

The air conditioner is turned up all the way but still I'm sweating bullets

Jaden is as calm as can be, driving and jamming out to music

And I guess I was completely zoned out because next thing I knew Jaden was waving his hand in my face and I was shaking like crazy.

"Bahe come on we're here" jaden said unbuckling my seat belt

I nodded and took a deep breath before getting out of the car

Everything was mostly the same

Minus all the ashtrays

We slowly walked to the door and after taking one last deep breath I rang the door bell

No going back now

I heard some footsteps running towards us and then came out

Casie.

"Nessa" casie said giving me a nasty look

"I'm here to see dad" I said pushing past her

Jaden followed behind me as I walked to the back porch

"Dad" I said looking at the now pink box dyed hair colson baker

He pulled me into a hug and pulled away soon after

He sat me and Jaden down as he cleared his throat

"How have you guys been" he said giving a weak smile towards Jaden and I

"We've been fine" I said trying to get this over with as soon as possible

"I'm gonna try to make this not as awkward I've been clean from all drugs and alcohol for almost two months and I've been trying to change myself for the better in every way possible and I just wanted to let you both know how sorry I am for the ways I treated you both and all that I put you through and you don't have to forgive me at all but I just wanted you both to know that" my dad said trying to make as much eye contact as possible

" I can't forgive you now, not yet I'll need time" I said wiping a few run away tears and grabbing my things

He nodded as I started to walk away

"I will be able to I just need to know your serious about getting sober this time, because if this time ends up like the all the other times I will never be able to forgive you" I said looking him in his eyes

And with that I left

AN: the book is gonna be over soon because I'm running out of ideas 😩