It's been two weeks since the fight with my dad and we haven't talked
Me and Jaden got an apartment together and it's huge it has two bedrooms two bathrooms a huge kitchen and living room with a dining room as well
Me and Jaden just finished setting it all up
We've also been taking a break from social media to work on our personal lives
And I've gotten a lot of music done I'm actually releasing some soon
Me and Jaden are currently sitting in our bedroom at our separate desks working on our own little things
"Jaden should I release this song" I said getting the recording ready
"Let's hear it" he said rolling over in his chair to me
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you, I would be more confident
You're lucky that you're pretty
Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
It's been my best-kept secret for a while now
No one ever sees it, but it's all around
It's the dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife
I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
They're all like
"Did you change your hair?"
"Did you lose a little weight?"
"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
I hate that I always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
I wish I could break the mirror
That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life
What if I didn't do this to my body?
What if I quit and then you don't want me?
The dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
Beauty is a knife
I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
They're all like
"Did you change your hair?"
"Did you lose a little weight?"
"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
I hate that I always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
When I'm dying on the inside
You should take it as a compliment
If I were you, I would be more confident
You're lucky that you're pretty
Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
Beauty is a knife
I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
They're all like
"Did you change your hair?"
"Did you lose a little weight?"
"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
I hate that I always look my best
When I'm dying on the inside" I love that one but I think you should release a few of the other songs you were planning on releasing first" he said before going back to what I was doing
"I'm gonna go to the studio to do final touches on a few songs wanna come" I said getting to change "yea I have a few things i need to work on as well" he said getting up and changing as well
You guys outfits
He grabbed the car keys and we headed to the studio
At the studio
I had just got into a booth and we finished scare myself, keep me afraid, pretty poison and I wanna die.
A few were still a work in progress but it's coming along good
At home
We had just got home and we were on the couch watching Netflix
"I think I should come off my break" I said pulling out my phone "if your ready go for it" jaden said kissing my head
He pulled out his phone as well and posted too
Jadenhossler
Caption- me and my very pretty girl
Nessabarrett
Caption- here's some things that happened while I was on break. Me and Jaden moved into our own apartment, I've been working on myself and new music, I'm changing by what I go by, I go by my moms last name instead of colsons
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Kells daughter ~ Jaden hossler
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