Kells daughter ~ Jaden hossler

Oh nessa..

Nessas POV

Over the next week and a half I stayed at home and I fell into a depressive state

I didn't leave my room I hardly left my bed, I didn't talk to anyone hardly, and I didn't really eat anything.

I talked to cooper and Bryce over text to let them know I'm alive but other than that I didn't talk to anyone

But for the past 3 days I haven't ate, showered or talked to anyone

All I could do was sleep and cry

And right now that's exactly what I'm doing

I'm under a ton of blankets laying down with hot tears running down my face

I honestly don't know how I still had any left.

I heard footsteps but i figured it was the tv

But then I heard someone pounding on the door

Then I heard Bryce and cooper yelling my name

I didn't answer

I couldn't

I had lost my voice previously from crying

I didn't want them to see me like this

But before I could do anything the door busted down and cooper and Bryce were wide eyed and ran over to me

"Oh nessa" Bryce said picking me up

Cooper ran to the bathroom and started a bath while Bryce carried me to the bathroom

I didn't fight back. I wanted to but there was no use I had no energy left and I wouldn't win anyway so I just layed in his arms.

Bryce sat me down and looked at me for permission to start removing clothes to get a bath

I weakly nodded and he began removing clothes as quickly as possible and putting me into the bath

After

Cooper got me a pair of jadens boxers, a pair of his sweats and one of jadens hoodies

After I was dressed they packed me some of my things and we all went to coopers house

Later that day

We were all in the guest bedroom laying down because it has two full size beds

Cooper and sab in one and me in the other. Bryce left to go get food before he had to return to his and joshes house.

Narrator

And from then on nessa was never alone. Whether  it being cooper, Bryce, sab, occasionally Anthony and a couple of times maybe even her dad, she was never alone.

No matter how much she begged to be alone. Cooper wouldn't allow it. He thought of hundreds of ways she could hurt herself, relapse or just get into trouble in general.

Jaden on the other hand was doing much better. Not that he really had a choice though like I said he would never be alone. He was in a new place every other day and for him it was quite stressful. He was just ready to be home. With nessa.

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