Who Art In Heaven || BrightWin

Chapter 30 | Withered Flower

"Even the purest lotus wither"

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"Bright!" A sorrowful scream resonated the cold room. His body reeks of sweat as his shaking body stood still on the soft bed. His longing heavy heart was sinking through him rapidly. Win held his chest stabilizing his heartbeat.

It wasn't usual for Win to dream about him, of course not in a bad or lewd way but as soon as he realized his affections, his dreams seems like cloud nine; a sense of euphoria bothers him every night but this time- it feels so wrong.

It wasn't that usual comfy dream, It was so different- It feels like he knew all of it, as if he saw it with his own eyes, as if he experience it himself but how can it be possible? The uneasy feeling of his kept increasing by the minute. He wants to go to him but doesn't have a reason to.

"Vachirawit don't be such a lazy bum! Go off!"

"I have always admire you, My lord"

"Vachirawit!"

The voices, The events, The memories. He knows- He remembers everything about it but it's happening all too fast yet the fact that the promise he may made was forgotten so casually hurt him. His shaking hands went up to his face brushing the watery tears off his face as he stood on his feet to welcome the inside artificial wind of their home.

"Win!- Hey, What happened to you?" A sweet worried voice caught Win's attention. He swayed to see his sister coming out of her room. She looks like she just woke up. Win forced a small smile and shrugged it off continuing walking downstairs. "Oi! Mom wants you on the garden by the way!" His sister screamed as she chased after him.

Win sighed and marched lazily on their home's garden outside there he saw his mother with a big pair of garden scissors. He poked his mother's shoulder to bring her attention to him. The matriarch looked at his messy son in awe. The sudden feeling of his motherly love kicked through her system.

It was a tiring day for the lady of the Opas-iamkajorn family but she will never forget to check on her children even though they have already grown well. She stopped on Win's door slowly opening a small crack to check on his oldest son.

She can hear whimpers and heavy panting that made her worried. She couldn't resist as she pushed the door slightly to give her a better view. The sight of Win crying on his sleep shattered her heart as she closed the door.

"Mom? What is it?" Win asked her mother yet with no reply she smiled dearly embracing him with a warm hug. Win wasn't dumb not to know his mother's actions. She probably knows something that she's afraid to say but that didn't bother him. "I heard there was a guest of yours that dropped by" The older woman started making Win surprised. Win nodded his eyes not leaving hers.

The matriarch walked towards their artificial pond fixing the position of their lotuses. "Is he a friend of yours?" She once again asked. "Or is it something else?" Win hissed through his teeth. He was convinced that his mother probably knows everything at this point yet he didn't dare say. "He's a friend"

Friend. Yes, the term that's right for them. His already heavy heart sinking on the endless void of his emotions crushing all the hopes. Win approached the pond of lotuses. "They looked lovely" Win thought to himself as his finger automatically touched the fresh white lotus that peaked his interest.

"I am blessed to have the chance to love you in this lifetime, Vachirawit. I will beg the heavens to meet you again in the next life"

"When we met again, Even if I forgot, Please find me"