Screwed Up Mess

One

LILLY'S POV

"Ok. I'll call you later." I hung up my cell phone and threw it onto the bed. I just finished telling Stephanie that I can't hang out with her and the girls tonight since Niall invited me to a party. He said that his friend Zayn was throwing it. I put on a white strapless dress with beige wedges. I curled my long blond hair and applied my light and easy makeup; light, sparkly pink eyeshadow, mascara, some blush, and my favorite peach lip gloss. I sat on my bed and checked my phone. Niall should be here any minute. I went to text Josh, but decided not to since he was upset I wasn't going to spend some time with him tonight. I offered for him to come, but he was too upset. Just then I heard a knock on the front door. I grabbed my purse and ran downstairs. I opened the door and shouted, "Mom! I'm leaving!" She screamed back, "Ok sweetie!" I shut the door and swiftly walked to the passenger side of Niall's car.

I sat down and gave Niall a quick hug. He pulled away saying, "Hey Lil. You look very pretty." I blushed slightly and responded, "Thank you." I always blushed when people commented sweet things about me so it wasn't a big deal. We pulled out of the driveway as I turned up the radio and started singing along to the radio. Before I knew it, we arrived. I checked the time and saw 20 minutes had passed. That seemed a lot quicker than I realized. We got out of the car and headed inside the large house.

When we entered through the front door, I saw a large amount of kids and strong scent of alcohol filled my nose. Niall grabbed my hand and shouted over the music in my ear, "Follow me." I obeyed as he lead me into the kitchen where we found his friends Harry, Louis, and Liam. We all greeted each other. Liam, Louis, and Niall went off into their own conversation. Harry came over to me and said, "Where's Josh?" I sighed, realizing how much I miss him. I responded, "Didn't want to come." Harry seemed a bit taken back, being in which Josh and I are always together. Harry changed the subject, "Would you like a beer?" I hesitated then shook my head. I was never a big drinker, but every once in a while I would drink a bottle or two. I especially wanted one now to distract my mind from Josh. It was starting to bug me that he wasn't here and that he was upset with me.

Harry handed me a can and I immediately opened it. I closed my eyes and took a sip when all of a sudden I felt someone pry the can from my grasp. I opened my eyes to find Niall handing it back to Harry. Niall said something to Harry then turned his attention back to me. He said sternly, "No drinking for you tonight." I hated when he acted like my dad and gave him a puppy dog look. He repeated, "No." Now I was getting annoyed. I asked with a bit of an attitude, "Why can't I?' "I don't want you getting drunk." I walked over to Harry and grabbed the can. I said to Niall, "And who's going to stop me." "Lilly, I need you to drive is why. I want to drink too." I gave a smirk and said, "Looks like we're either calling a cab or spending the night." Niall nodded and said in defeat, "Ok fine."

He went over to the fridge and grabbed another a can for himself, and also for Liam and Louis. We stood around talking for a couple of minutes and finished up our cans. Once we finished I whispered to Niall, "Come dance with me." We threw away our cans and went into the living room where a bunch of people were dancing; mostly grinding. I found a comfortable spot in the mass of people. I started grinding my hips on Niall's; not exactly realizing what was going on since I was a bit tipsy.

We grinded through a couple of songs when I heard the music stop. I fixed my dress and turned my attention to the radio where Zayn was standing on a chair in front of it and shouting, "If anyone wants to play Spin The Bottle please come into the basement." I looked at Niall who nodded before I could ask if he wanted to go. We followed about a quarter of the people who were in the living room down into the basement and sat in a huge circle. I sat next to Niall and looked around. Liam, Louis, and Harry were here and so were about 20 other people. The genders were split just about evenly. Zayn said, "Ok so who ever it lands on you two have to go in the closet and make out for a minute. If you land on a person with the same gender as you, it's your choice. Also you don't have to go in the closet if you don't want to." Everyone nodded and Zayn spun first.

About 10 minutes have gone by and nearly every person has gone except me. Niall got to spin, but it landed on a guy and Niall instantly refused. It was finally my turn and I took a deep breath. I was hoping it would at least land on either Niall, Harry, Liam, Louis, or Zayn so at least I knew them and they knew it meant nothing. The bottle finally stopped and I instantly looked in the direction it was pointing and to my surprise, and luck, it was Niall. We stood up and head for the closet. Niall shut the door and we stood there for a couple of seconds. It hit me that Niall hasn't kissed anyone in months was probably hoping to kiss someone tonight. I looked at him and saw he looked nervous. I whispered, "Niall, kiss me." Even in the dark I could tell he shook his head, "Lilly I can't." "Niall, just-" I was cut off by Niall's lips attached to mine. It took me a second to realize what was going on, but I eventually started kissing him back.

The kiss was getting pretty intense when we heard someone banging on the door. We unattached our lips and wiped our mouths. We opened the door to find Zayn and Harry there. Harry said, "If anything happened, we won't tell Josh." I nodded in a bit of relief. It was obvious that we did in fact kiss and to my surprise, it felt good.

We finished up the game and headed back upstairs. I had another can of beer and so did Niall; leaving us both drunk since we were both only 18 and could get drunk pretty easily. Zayn said we could leave Niall's car here and he even called us a cab. The cab arrived and Zayn politely gave the man Niall's address. I turned to Niall and said as the man started driving to his house, "Can I stay at your house?" He nodded.

We pulled up to his house and went inside. I took off my shoes and put my purse on the couch. He said, "Let''s get you some pajamas." I followed him into his bedroom and sat on the edge his queen size bed. He went over to his dresser and started going through the drawers. The drunken side of me said in almost a whispered, "Niall, I need you." He turned back to me in complete shock. He stuttered, "Y-you do?" I bit my lip and nodded. He set the clothes down back in the drawers and walked over to me. I instantly pulled him down and attacked his lips hungrily.

*An hour later*

He pulled out of me and lied down next to me. Both of us panting like crazy. I heard him whisper, "That was amazing." I smiled and nodded. I felt my eyes getting heavy and I whispered before drifting off to sleep, "I love you Josh."

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK SO FAR? DO YOU THINK JOSH WILL FIND OUT? HOW WOULD HE REACT? WAS LILLY WRONG EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS DRUNK? WILL SHE REMEMBER ANY OF IT? PLEASE LEAVE FEEDBACK. THANK YOU