Screwed Up Mess

Ten

Josh's POV

Damn did I miss Lil. I miss her hugs, her smile, her laugh, her lips, her everything. Wait Josh stop! She cheated remember. You can't miss her and you won't. But you do feel awful sleeping with Brooklyn. She wasn't even that good. Lil is way better. Josh stop!

I was pulled from my thoughts when Eli was shoving me and saying, "Josh!"

I asked dumbly, "What?"

Dom questioned, "What the hell were you thinking about?"

I shook my head, "Oh nothing."

Rocco, our other friend, cuts in, "Someone's missing Lil."

I defended myself, "I am not! That bitch cheated on me!"

Dom argues, "Yea ok. Call her a bitch now, but remember you loved her and you know it."

I looked down at my feet. he was right. I had to admit it, but not to my mates. I said, "Yea yea whatever. We're gunna be late for homeroom."

We all walked inside and went to our lockers. I don't have any morning classes with Lilly, but I do have homeroom. her lockers luckily on the other side, but looking at her will be hard. I may act like a bastard now, but I know deep down I don't mean it. Any of it. I'm just hurt. I should probably talk to her like my dad wants, but i don't know. Should we get back together.

I decided to just brush her off and focus on my friends and hot chicks. I am a single man now. I close my locker  and walk into homeroom. I look at Lilly who quickly looked away the second we made eye contact. This sucks. I sit in my usual seat in he far left corner and wait for my mates to come in. I first saw Dom with Niall behind him. I can't stand Niall. Never have, never will. Especially since he slept with my Lil- I mean Lilly.

Lilly's POV

"Did you see the look Josh gave Niall?" Eleanor asked.

Danielle spoke before I could, "Of course she did. Her eyes haven't left him yet!"

Stephanie and Eleanor giggled and I argued, "Have not! I simply glanced at him at that exact moment."

Danielle responded, "sure," and rolled her eyes.

We heard girls giggling near the door and we all looked up instantly to find Brooke with Perrie, Jade, Jesy, and Leigh-anne; the bitches of the school. They all think they're so perfect just because they can sing. Ugh Barbies. 

Stephanie whispered, "Since when was she friends with... them?"

Danielle answered in the same tone, "I have no clue."

We watched in silence as they walked over to Josh and said something to him. He had a shocked expression the whole time. She leaned into him and kissed his cheek. That's when I had enough and looked the other way. A tear escaped my eyes and I quickly wiped it. I can't believe this is happening. 

Eleanor said, "She just wants a rise from you. Ignore her."

I barely was able to speak when I responded, "I know, but it still hurts to see him with another girl." 

Mrs. Flynn finally walked in and the bell rang as if on cue. She took attendance and soon after announcements came on. The second announcements were over I bolted out of the classroom and headed straight to English. 

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 My last morning class which happens to be my favorite; Drama. I loved acting and hope to be in movies and on TV. I luckily don't have this class with Josh, but I do have it with Niall and his whole crew, Brooklyn and Stephanie. I usually sit with all of them, but I guess that will change. I walked in and found Brooklyn with Jesy; go figure. Stephanie was sitting in the front and saved a seat for me. I went to go sit with her, but Zayn stopped me. He said, "Niall and Harry are skipping. They got into this huge fight. Come sit with us."