Screwed Up Mess

Six

Zayn's POV

Why did I have to be here? I'd rather be with other lads helping Niall than be at this sluts house. She was the one who caused all this. I thought she was a sweet, innocent girl, but I thought wrong. What does Niall even see in her?

I walked into the dining room and saw her entire family dressed up. I looked down at my attire and saw I wore light grey skinny jeans, a dark grey t shirt, black leather jacket, and black high tops. Guess I didn't get the memo.

I sat down next to my mother and father. Luckily Lilly sat on the other side across from my mother. My dad and her dad started talking about work while everyone started digging into the begging course which consisted of a simply, home made salad with Thousand Island dressing.

I sat quietly and went deep into my own thoughts when I heard my mom say, "So Zayn, do you know Lilly."

I leaned back in the chair, stared directly at Lilly and nodded, "Yeah we go to school together."

Lilly's mom said, "That's nice. Do you have any classes together?"

Lilly mumbled, "English and Theater."

The moms went off into their own conversation while clearing the table and setting up the main course.

I felt Lilly staring at me. I asked rudely, "What do you want?"

She stuttered and looked down at her lap, "Oh uhm n-nothing."

I responded, "Well do yourself a favor, and don't look at me. I don't need you trying to sleep with me too." I mumbled the last part so only she could hear, or at least hopefully hear.

I realized my last remark was really rude, but oh well. That bitch deserved it.

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Finally dinner was over and I could go home. I was already heading for the door when my dad said, "Can you go spend some time with Lilly or something? I have to go do something with her father real quick."

I rolled my eyes and stomped back upstairs. I decided to talk to Lilly about what happened. I went to her bedroom door and knock. She opened the door with her make up all down her face. I felt really bad for her. I asked in a low tone, "Can I come in?"

She said harshly, "Why? So you could be a bigger jerk to me?"

I walked in anyways, "No. So I can talk to you." I sat down on her bed and she sat down next to me after shutting the door.

I asked, "Can you please explain to me what happened? Everything?"

She stood up and started pacing while saying, "Ok. When I went to Niall's last night, I was really drunk and yes, we had sex, but I thought he was Josh! I would never hurt Josh or Niall like that! And then when Niall came over, I had Josh on my mind and I wasn't really thinking. I care about Niall, but only as a friend and I would never want to hurt him. Then you came and you were being really mean. I already feel horrible. Especially after those texts."

I felt really guilty now. She had a very understandable argument. I stood up and engulfed her in a hug. I pulled away and said, "Lilly. I am truly sorry for everything I did. I was just standing up for Niall and I didn't know your side."

She wiped her cheeks from the tears that escaped her eyes while explaining and said, "It's ok. I just feel awful about everything. I got my phone and lap top taken away so can you tell Niall I'm sorry?"

We were interrupted when I heard my mother shout, "C'mon Zayn!"

I said to Lilly, "I will," and left the room.

Niall's POV

I haven't stopped sobbing ever since I left Lilly's house. The boys were at my house all day and finally convinced me to go out with them to get my mind of things. I simply wore denim skinny jeans, a teal t shirt, and white high top. I ran downstairs grabbed my keys and wallet and ran out to my car.

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I finally arrived at the club and headed inside. I showed the security guard my ID and headed inside. I saw the Harry, Liam, and Louis sitting at the bar. Sadly Zayn couldn't come since he had to go to his dad's employee's house for dinner.

I sat down at we started talking about some girls we saw that we thought were hot.

After about 3 beers, I was feeling pretty drunk. Liam had to leave which left me with a drunk Louis and Harry were dancing with some girls. I was in the middle of my fourth one when I saw a familiar face and a few of his friends sit next to me. It was Josh, but there was no Lilly. My drunken state got the best of me when I turned to Josh and said, "You wanna know a secret?"

He shot me a confused look and nodded. I slurred, "I slept with Lilly last night and damn was she good, but shhhhh. Don't tell Josh."

Josh's POV

Hurt, but mostly anger boiled inside of me. Was he telling the truth? Why wouldn't he be? Doesn't the truth come out when you're drunk? Or is it lies? It didn't matter. I need to talk to her now to get to the bottom of this.

I ran out of the club and straight to my car without telling any of my mates where I was going. I heard a few of them calling out for me, but I ignored them since I had one thing on my mind.

Lilly's POV

I finished brushing my wet hair and took a look in the mirror while going through my usual, ready-for-bed checklist. I showered, got my pajamas on which consisted of soft, snowman pajama pants and my oversized gym shirt, brushed my teeth, removed my make up, and lastly brushed my hair.

I lied down in bed and got cozy when I heard a banging on my window. I immediately stood up and went over to it. I opened the window to find Josh. He said, "We need to talk."

I looked around the room and set my eyes on my clock that read 10 P.M. I whispered, "But it's late."

"Then come meet me at my car," he said harshly. I went back and grabbed my fuzy, pink slippers. I climbed out the window and climbed down the tree. I stumbled a little when I landed, but quickly fixed myself and headed into the passenger side of his car.

He turned to me and said, "I went to the club with my friends and saw a drunk Niall there," my heart began to race now, "And can you guess what he said?"

I shook my head. He slammed on the steering wheel and shouted, "He said you guys had sex last night!"

I turned away as the tears streamed down my face. I tried to speak, but it was hard, "J-Josh I c-can exp-plain."

He said harshly and sarcastically, "Please. Enlighten me."

I took a deep breath, "I was drunk and thought Niall was you. I regret it so much. Josh I love you and only you. You are my everything and please, I made a mistake." The tears started coming down uncontrollably.

He said angrily, "Lilly, I trusted you. You fucking betrayed me! I thought you loved me. I loved you so much. You said you don't have feelings for him..."

I cut him off, "I don't. I swear I don't."

"Well I'm not to sure anymore! Today you even said you loved me when you fucking knew this happened! Lilly Rose, we are through."

I begged, "Please Josh. Please don't do this."

He said harshly turning on the car, "Get the fuck out of my car you bitch."

A/N: I'm sorry for all the cursing. Anger gets the best of people, especially Josh.

Aren't you lucky getting 2 chapters in 1 day? Well I've been looking forward to this chapter since it's really the climax of the story.