Through every night,
When there exists no light,
Crumpled in my bed,
Thinking what happens when I'm dead.
This fear that lurks within me,
Tangled, nowhere near free.
Caught in my own mind,
Alas, I am forever tied.
No one's help I shall need,
For I, myself, have caused this bleed.
Sealed in a trap,
Feeling nothing but a scrap.
This agonizing condemnation,
Has left me seeking for a solution,
To cure this feeling,
That always brings suffering.
Written around 2019. This poem was inspired by the darkest moments of my life. My life was not too bad and I had colleagues, but I felt so alone and scared about my mortality. I was very depressed and anxious. Even my ex-girlfriend couldn't help me. I cut myself multiple times, either at home or in school. Man, that period in my life sucked balls.
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Poetrypoetry is my coping mechanism not all of the poems written here are inspired by events that personally happened to me, some of them just suddenly pop into my mind lmao im weird ik
