For a while, I thought it was enough
to make me happy and make me tough
For a while, I thought I was happy
forgotten all the bad things and was only merry
Never have I ever been so wrong
I was not, no, I was not strong
All this blue still lurked within
never left, always has been
Maybe I was being very dense
with little joy, sadness I could not sense
Oh, I let my guard down
all I am is a stupid clown
Now all that's left is the crater
I can only hope it will get better
For if I am to say goodbye
my limit is very nigh

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My Poems
Poetrypoetry is my coping mechanism not all of the poems written here are inspired by events that personally happened to me, some of them just suddenly pop into my mind lmao im weird ik