“You know if I ever saw someone happy to be a prisoner…. It’s you.”
A friend told me that, and in fact he isn’t wrong at all about it.
Every now and then in life we get so hung up on things that we think they would be there forever and after and it will be one of those happy endings….
However the truth is that everything changes and everybody leaves and often some of us never could deal with them leaving
sometimes the idea of something is better than its truth; believing that things will last, everything will be alright and all will come around is much much better than facing the harsh truth that there comes a time when things might end.
We get so attached to things that we never want them to leave, some of us are really bad at letting go.
Me especially, I practically live in my past like it always left me stranded on roads that lead to no where.
Lately I have been spending my days just looking at some old photos, screenshots, listening to old records of conversations I had with some people and I still remember things I got through with them
And to make things even worse, I still create fake scenarios in my head and keep thinking of what could have been and feel miserable for it not only this but also I keep wondering do they think like me? Or is it just me who keeps himself in this hellish prison surrounded by memories and fantasies after all it’s our loneliness that makes us week.
Let me circle back for a minute I’m not saying the good endings never happen; they do, but mostly they don't really happen
Not everyone gets to experience this life where nobody leaves, no relationship ends and no matter what every broken thing can be mended again
This is truly the perfect life lucky he is who gets to experience it.
