Do I?
Will I?
Why?
Why?
Four questions that i have been asking my self for the past two weeks and i still haven't figured out the answer yet
Why do i still want it regardless every bad thing i predicted if this worked out?
How on earth is it going to work!
What if things changed now and it got back am i going to get it?
Is this happening to me or am i doing it to myself?!!
Every time every fucikin' time when i see a small spark of hope i just run for it and try to catch it but it is only a mirage and i get fucked up even more
Why am i still fighting for it even when i keep getting hurt why am i still her even when everything is messing me up?
Sometimes i feel like if i believed in something hard enough that i will make it real and i can't do anything to stop believing
