花 ⊰ [ jihan ]

十

"how was your day?"

"pretty well!" a smile appeared on joshua's face. "i have two informations for today. the first one is the fact i didn't go to school today.. please don't be mad, sister, i spent my day well and that's all that matters. and second one is that i didn't throw up any petals today!"

"oh, then that is such a good information, i'm so proud of you shua!"

...

joshua sat in his room, chilling and listening to music. he was rewriting notes from today's school that one of classmates sent him. luckily, his class didn't do much that day - just math, chinese and history. he looked at his phone like he waited for a message. from who? jeonghan. the notification didn't show up for a long time now. even though joshua walked jeonghan home, he was still caring of him and told han, he should text him when he comes safely inside. shua wanted to make sure his friend is okay.

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joshuji
hey, are you home? <

jeonghan ^^
> of course, you walked me here
isn't that obvious? (° ۝ °)

what is this emoji 💀 <
anyways <
okay then, i was just making sure <

> thank you for caring
about me joshuji ♡

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aw, a heart

joshua was melting inside. but- why? it was just a heart.

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joshuji
how was this day? <
do you think it was okay? <

jeonghan ^^
> of course shua, it was perfect!
> and i was with you so it was even better
> thank you for spending it with me

why are you thanking me for that? <
it was a pleasure, really <
and we skipped classes, that's not normal for me <
as a student who has perfect frequency, our classmates were texting me where am i <
they were really worried <
damn <

> had* ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

oh shut up <

> by the way!
> seungcheol texted me today a lot of messages
> he sent me some pretty pictures from jeju island
> wah i wish he could take me there someday
> do you want to see them?

not really haha <
he's probably going to post them on his instagram so there's no need to <
thanks for asking tho <

> i love him so much
> if i'm being honest, no one has ever made me feel like this

i see <

> what's the matter joshuji?

nothing! <
my sister just yelled at me because i didn't finish the dinner she made so i guess i need to go calm her down <

> sure!

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jisoo threw his phone on the bed beside him and hit his head at the desk. a tear left his eye, again. his throat was itching again and he could do nothing but throw up those stupid petals. this day was going so well, he thought it is possible for him to stop vomiting for even a day but right now he was hopeless. shua wanted this to end so badly.

"what if i just take the surgery?"