The laptop sitting in front of me plays the voices of Sam and Dean from Supernatural. They have just killed yet another demon and are now dealing with Sam's endless amount of issues. But that is also what makes me love this show. When ever I am having a bad day I just pull this up on Netflix and it reminds me that a lot of people in this world have it worse then me.
After Luke finally got me to unlock the door to the bathroom yesterday, we headed home and have been laying here ever sense. Today we decided to skip school and laid in bed all day with his hands around my waist, and us counting the hills across the sheets. To be honest, I couldn't picture myself anywhere else but here with this beautiful boy. Also I don't remember the last time I was so happy. Yes Ashton makes me laugh and we have good times but I was never this happy.
My head rubs against Luke's chest as I shift to look up into his blue eyes. "What?" The soft smile on his face mirrors mine as we both lay in bed. "I just wish we never had to leave my room and we could just live here without any outside problems." His arms wrap tighter around me. "I wish that too. In here I just feel so....disconnected from everything else."
"Exactly, I could just lay here forever." I rest my head back on his chest and continue watching my show. The smell of Luke's cologne fills my nose as I take in a deep breathe. Soon this will all be over and I will have to face reality but for now, I will lay here and forget the world.
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The clock on my nightstand reads 3:16 as I slowly come out of my groggyness. I have always had trouble sleeping and that usually means I wake up multiple times a night. It is usually worse when I have something stressing me out.
I slowly peel myself from the bed and walk over to my door. Luke left earlier when my Mom got home and said he couldn't stay. However I do wish he was with me now because my bed feels ten times colder without him in it.
The hallway was pitch black I shuffle down towards the kitchen with one hand on the wall. When I finally reach my destination I open the fridge and grab a water bottle. The cabinets creak as I lean against them and drink the cold liquid. "Couldn't sleep?" I drop my water bottle and spin around to see my Mom standing in her robe. "You scarred the shit out of me." I place my hand on my heart as I try to control my heart rate. "Language Missy." "Yes Mother." I roll my eyes as I pick up my drink. Thankfully I placed the lid on it before it took the fall.
My Mom takes the orange juice from the same place I was moments ago and drinks it straight from the carton. Once done she wipes her mouth with her hand. "So, this Luke guy. Do you like him?" I feel my cheeks heat up with the mention of him. "Yeah, I really do." I leave my eyes on the ground as I talk to her. "Well I must properly meet this boy and not just when I kick him out from my house."
"I think you would love him." I turn back towards my room and start walking but stop when she speaks again. "Ansiley?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm glad your happy."
I return her smile before continuing my walk. I'm glad I'm happy too...
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I run my straightener through my hair one more time before running over to my closet. My hands immediately fly to a purple sweatshirt from Pink and pull it over my head. After pulling on my black leggings and white hightops I glace at my appearance in the mirror.
Comfy with the perfect amount of cute just what I'm looking for. Yesterday with Luke has left me in a more pleasant mood then usual and it has me looking on life with a new point of view.
Yesterday taught me that I don't have to care what others think because I know the truth and I want to live disconnected with Luke and our three dorky friends.
Speaking of Luke, he went home yesterday after my Mom made him leave, but he is going to come pick me up for school any minute.
Knock knock knock
I stand up from my bed and run to the front door. As soon as the peice of wood moves from in front of me I wrap my arms Luke and squeeze. "Wow, someone is in a good mood this morning." I step away from him and let him inside. "Why wouldn't I be happy to see my boyfriend?" I raise an eyebrow at him playfully as I walk with him into the living room and sit on the couch.
I lean my body into him as he wraps his arm around my shoulders. "The boys are coming by, we have a big surprise for you." I look over at Luke with suspicious eyes. "A surprise?"
"Yeah, I wanted to tell you but then Michale jumped in and now here we are."
"Knowing Michael that sounds like something he would do." We both laugh as we think about our red headed friend. A loud banging comes from the front door before it swings open and the three boys walk through. Calum immediately walks into my kitchen, Ashton sits in the chair and Michael lays down on the couch so that his head is in my lap. With in seconds Luke flicks his ear to show him he needs to move and he does. "So what's the big news?" I look at the people surrounding me and then wait. "So we are-" Michael cuts Ashton off. "WE ARE MAKING A BAND!" He jumps up from my couch and does a happy dance. "A band?"
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Sorry guys this chapter is kinda choppy. There was just so much I wanted to fit into one chapter. Plus I just went wherever my creative juices took me :D
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