True anchors

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it had been a few hours since the incident at lacrosse practice. nolan was okay now and they all went back to liams house. he messaged everyone and most of them did have a letter. he asked them all to meet him at his house with the letters.

The whole puppy pack was there aswell as Kira Isaac and stiles. Harper and Alessia were still on their way but they were a couple minutes out so Liam decided to start now. He lay all of the letters out on the table.

Pack,
I still have no idea why you trusted me. I'm the reason for so much pain. But I'm happy you did. But I'm hurting people again. And I need to leave. It will keep everyone else safe. People have already got hurt because of me. And they don't seem afraid to kill anyone or emotionally threaten them.
I wish I could do something else. But it would just make things worse. If all goes well I will be back. But if not then I guess this is good bye. I'm sorry it wasn't in person but again, it's not safe. I've given everyone in the puppy pack their own letters. And ones to my parents Kira Isaac and stiles.
Thank you guys for everything.
-Theo.

Tara and harper,
I haven't known either of you long enough. But I'm thankful for everything you've done for me. I'm sorry I have to leave. I wish I could stay but like you probably already know, I can't. It puts you both in great amounts of danger. I can't let you risk your lives for me.
Tara, I'm sorry. I don't know how many more times I'm going to say it. I guess until I feel like it's enough. I regret my choice 9 years ago. I feel if I didn't do that things would be different. A lot different.
Harper, I wish I could have known you for longer. But I'm glad your happy with your other family. And Alessia. You deserve it. You looked after me when no one else could. Even if you don't remember or weren't there. I'm sorry you were dragged into all of this. I never found out why you returned to beacon hills but I'm glad you stayed.
I love you two.
-Theo

Li,
I don't really know where to start. I'm sorry you've had to deal with me. I'm sorry I tried to get you to kill Scott. I'm sorry I killed Hayden. I'm sorry for what I did to mason. I've caused you so much pain yet I still don't know why you don't hate me.
That day at the zoo, that was the day I realised you were my anchor and I was yours. You controlled your self and that was the moment I realised I properly loved you. I first realised when you jumped from the balcony at the school and landed one the horse to get into the hunt. But I felt it since I met you. Even if you did hate me. I could never hurt you.
Tell Harlow I'm sorry. I don't want to leave you guys but it's safer for both of you. She shouldn't be dealing with this. She's only four.
I love you so very much.
-T

Nolan and Gabe,
you guys have been through alot because of me and im sorry. i wish none of it happened. im leaving beacon hills for a while. hopefully not a long time, but thats unlikely. to many people have been hurt or killed because of me. i dont want either of you to die.
Gabe, that day in the hospital really changed my perspective of you, for the better. i understood why you did what you did then. im sorry for smashing your face against a mirror. and accidently letting you get shot. your a good guy. i hope you can show it to more people.
Nolan, im so sorry for everything that has happened to you in the last few days. it all roots back to me and i deeply apologies even if i cant do anything about it. i wish i could. i could tell you werent made or this shit when i met you. you didnt seem to like being a hunter. im sorry for the day at the zoo by the way. and again, im sorry for what happened yesterday with Allison and aiden. it shouldn't have happened like that. that should never be used to threaten someone. good luck when you see your dad. i know its hard for you.
both of you keep doing what your doing. continue being bad-asses. no matter how many times you go to hospital you both always come out fine. no matter the problem. even on the verge of death you are always holding out hope. i wish the best for both of you.
-Theo