twin flame ; dreamwastaken

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HAZEL'S POV:

      AFTER GETTING UP FROM bed, i sat in my recording and writing room to start working on this idea. it was a smart idea in my mind, but i didn't know how others would see it or feel about it.

the idea of our love was rocky. we spent every second together then never talked again. but i still loved him somehow, someway.

i just remember his green eyes piercing through my heart every time he looked at me. those were the eyes i fell in love with, the eyes that made me gain happiness.

i picked up my acoustic guitar and started making a strumming pattern just to go off of. i wanted something more rock themed, with drums and electric guitar.

i got my notebook and a pen and put my hair up after making a small strumming pattern. i started to write down any ideas that came into my mind.

i quietly hummed how i wanted the lyrics to go. that formed something to turn in my head making me start writing down lyrics.

if this was from the point of view of clay, then this would be harder, but i still got this.

"yeah, it's been six days since the last time i saw your face" i sang out after writing it down.

hmmm, i like that.

"and you asked my sign, i told you mine, i questioned why?"

first day we met, was before spring break when i got transferred into that class due to problems in my other class.

i asked him his zodiac sign because i could tell he was a leo, he just gave off that energy.

"and you said 'everything's aligned'" i sang again. i loved where this was going.

i wrote down all of the lyrics i had written so far before taking a deep breath and started to think about what to say next.

"on the first day, you told me 'i was your twin flame from a past life'"

i remember joking around telling him we were soulmates in a past life due to home much we had in common. he let out a wheeze, something i fell in love with.

"and tonight, the moon is full so take me anywhere outside." damn that hurt.

our first date, he took me stargazing and told me i was brighter than any star he had ever seen. that quote has stuck with me since then.

he didn't kiss me that night which upset me, but he later told me there was a good reason for it, he promised.

"i cannot kiss you yet, yeah, you're magic. so i'll just stare at you instead"

he stared at me all night, not the sky, not the moon, not the trees, just me.

"i get insecure and panic cause i know you're too pure for this"

clay was one of the more insecure people i knew. he was self aware of everything he did and said which made him insecure.

i wrote all of that down before deciding to cut to a chorus. i had to put some thought into this one, even though i wanted to keep it simple.

"you're too good to me, i'm too bad to keep"

he always said i was too good to him. when we broke up he blamed it all on himself.

"i'm too sad, lonely. i want you only"

i wonder if he has a girlfriend now? how his streaming life is going?

he always called himself a lonely being, but was friends with everybody at school. made no sense to me.

i keep the chorus simple a cut to another verse. this was going quickly, i thought as i was writing everything i sung down into my notebook.

"i got six ways to say that i fell in love with you at first sight"

i did fall in love with him at first sight, first meeting. it was crazy to me. he always said it felt the same to him.

"i wish that i could frame the way you look at me with those eyes."

he always talked about how much he loved my eyes. they were plan but i appreciated it. his eyes were more beautiful to me

"freeze time, baby rewind. maybe ask you earlier 'be mine'"

he always said how he wished he would have asked me out earlier. i wish he did too, i wanted more time together.

"see, i didn't understand deja vu till i met you"

i loved that verse with all i had in me. i decided to repeat the chorus twice again.

then, this is where it got confusing. i didn't know where to go from there. so, i sang the song all the way through then just strummed for awhile.

"in this film i know, there's no happy endings"

it didn't end happily, sadly.

"in this film i know, there's no happy endings"

i wish it ended better.

"go to sleep, i'll see you in my dreams"

clearly i dream about it. i want him back. i wonder if he dreams about me the way i do.

"this changes everything, now i have to set you free"

and after that it was be heavy on bass and drums. i loved it.