HAZEL'S POV:
I WOKE UP THE NEXT morning in my bed. i was extremely cold so i wrapped up in my blankets and turned around and was met with a sleeping clay.
wait a damn minute. fuck.
let me catch you up to speed. in high school clay and i did something called a hickey war, were you just give each other hickey after hickey. we did that last night. bad bad thing.
then we ended up making out and in my room. ond thing led to another. and boom sex.
i quickly got up and put my hoodie and underwear back on. i grabbed my phone before looking at clay. he was dead asleep so i exited my room and went to my kitchen and instantly texted taylor
hazel james
ABORT FUCKING MISSON
taylor atwood
good morning?
hazel james
we hooked up last night
taylor atwood
WHAT NOW?!
hazel james
YEAH?!
taylor atwood
what are you going to do?
hazel james
what am i supposed to do?
taylor atwood
DATE EACH OTHER
hazel james
tay i don't think you understand, i'm
not ready for that
i need time to ease back into him.
i think he needs the same thing too
taylor atwood
i know, i know
george and i just want you two back
together
all you guys do is talk ab each other
hazel james
ab that
you and george?!
taylor atwood
are friends that are trying to get our
best friends back together
oh and by the way, clay is awake. he
texted george saying he doesn't know
what to do
hazel james
great! so we both are confused
taylor atwood
just talk to him
hazel james
i can hear him getting up, i gtg
i set my phone down and leaned against the counter with my head in my hands. tears started to form in my eyes when i felt a hand rub up and down my back
"i'm sorry" was all clay said before walking towards the door and leaving
what. the. fuck?
i fell to the floor and started sobbing.
clay was who i lost my virginity to. he was my first time. he is also the only person i have ever had sex with. he is the only person i have kissed.
bringing all of that back is way to overwhelming. and for him to just leave the way he did after, hurt me. i leaned against the cabinet and cried for another 5 minutes until my phone rang.
i grabbed it off the counter and saw taylor calling. i answered and put it on speaker then sobbed into my phone.
"hey, shhh it's okay" she said
"he really said 'i'm sorry' then left" i said knowing he regretted it.
taylor went silent, not knowing what to say. she added george to the call. he instantly answered and was met with the sounds of my sobs. i leaned back against the cabinet.
"hazel he doesn't regret it. he regrets what he said after. he regrets leaving" george said making me start crying more
"i hate him" i yelled and i heard both taylor and george sigh at my words
"hazel, he cares. he just is stupid sometimes and doesn't know what to do" taylor said.
"he told me last night he would never leave me again. and what did he do?" i asked. "he left me"
"he didn't mean to. he is scared as hell hazel. this isn't all about you" george said making me struggle to breathe
welp here comes a panic attack.
"i just- i just want him to- to love me" i tried to breathe out
"he does love you hazel. stop acting like he doesn't" george yelled at me. taylor stayed silent.
"george- please stop" i gasped for air
"stop lying to everyone then. you say he doesn't love you or want you. if you keep that up then he won't" george yelled
i hung up and held a hand over my heart and lungs as i tried to breathe.
felt good that my best friend couldn't even stick up for me when she could clearly hear me going into a panic attack.
YOU ARE READING
twin flame ; dreamwastaken
Fanfiction"you're too good for me, i'm too bad to keep" in which (oc) hazel rose writes a song in the pov of her ex boyfriend, dreamwastaken.
