I was coming home from the pop shop and i see the girls chilling. "Hey y'all." I said smiling. "Hey." They said. I walked upstairs and I see jimmy getting off the phone looking upset. "Hey Pimp daddy papa." I said kissing him as he smiled. "What's going on?" I said taking off my heels sitting next to Jimmy. "What's wrong babe?" I asked. "I have to tell you something." Jimmy said. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I'm staying on the niners." He said as I looked at him like this....
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"Are you fucking kidding me?" I said rubbing my face annoyed. I was so mad I could spit nails and fucking fire. "Baby." Jimmy said. "Nah bro get away from me." I said. "You could have been on another team had you had the fuckin surgery before the trading and all this shit came up." I said visibly upset. "Jimmy wtf dude." I said banging my fists on the table as the girls ran upstairs. "YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ON ANOTHER FUCKING TEAM!" I shouted as the girls came in. Jimmy sat there knowing I was telling the truth. "Sis." Nikki said. "No I'm fuckin mad at him and his piece of shit agent." I said mad. "BUT HE GONNA CALL ME THE FUCKIN GOLD DIGGER THO." I shout upset. I walk in the bathroom changing my clothes before getting my shoes. "Baby we gotta talk." Jimmy said. "Get the fuck out my face jimmy." I said mad before leaving. "Let her cool down man." Nikki said as I left slamming the door.
I had to cool my head because I was mad at this entire situation. I'm mad I had to waste tears I'm mad I had to say goodbyes to my brothers on the team I'm just mad at a lot of shit. I sit down in a small park crying I was in overdrive and I didn't know how or what to feel. I took off my sunglasses drying my face sniffling.
"How often does she get mad like this?" Jimmy said freaking out. "I don't know." Nikki said worried. "Your agent really did fuck up jimmy." Marina said. "I should have told her everything. Don even said that jay was a gold digger and this shit." Jimmy said as all the girls rolled their eyes. "She ain't no fuckin gold digger you know that jimmy. Jays always keep it 💯 with you dude." Leanna said as I walked in the house. I stood at the door upset angry ready to rage and I'm trying to control my anger. I took my shoes off walking upstairs angry. "She's very upset." Marina said as they heard a glass break. "Fuck." Jimmy said as everyone ran upstairs. I sat on the bed as I threw a glass against the wall. Jimmy sees my hand bleeding a little bit. Jimmy runs to me as I pull away. "Get the fuck away from me." I said mad. "Sis come on." Nikki said. "Nah I've taken disrespect from his bitch ass manager and he fucks this up for him to be traded." I said mad as Nikki cleaned my hand. Jimmy saw the tears in my eyes they weren't tears of anger but more dissatisfaction and disappointment in this whole situation.
Jimmy left the room to talk to his mom as the girls helped calm me down. I haven't been this angry in a while I've usually kept cool and calm and here I go trying to not lose my shit in a situation I have no control over. The tears started coming as I fell to the floor crying my eyes out. I let out the worst scream I haven't uttered since I was abused back in 2017. I was on the floor as the girls held me as I cried. "I'm tired of being disrespected." I said crying as jimmy comes over as the girls moved. Jimmy held me as I cried my heart out.
I fell asleep for about 2 hours after all that shit. I got up cleaned my face. It was puffy and red as I put a cool cloth on my face. Jimmy walked in and sees me. I'm still mad at jimmy but I'm not about to have a full on breakdown again. He walks over to me as I pull away. "Your sleeping on the couch." I said mad. "Baby please." Jimmy said. "Fuck off jimmy." I said handing him a pillow.
