I was enjoying lunch with jimmy when we start talking about life. "I Hope you get your dream house." He said. "I believe I will I'm speaking it into the universe." I said eating. "You got stuff in may coming up?" Jimmy asked. "Yeah I leave for miami on the 16th. When I get back to LA I'm looking at houses with Nikki and may 28th the girls and I are going to the big apple." I said. "What are you doing in New York?" Jimmy asked as I showed him a flyer.
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"Interesting." Jimmy said handing it back to me. "You know me I like to be different." I said as jimmy smiled. "Let me tell you something." Jimmy asked before eating. "What's up?" I said. "I'm applauding the way your handing lala and lisa even tho I don't condone you hitting lala." Jimmy said. "Run up get done up. Had this been a few years ago babe when I was at my lowest I wouldn't be good." I said. "When do you try to keep the idiot in jail?" Jimmy said. "August 10th I gotta come back." I said annoyed. "I could be making money." I said. "You gotta make sure he doesn't get out." Jimmy said. "The money will be there he needs to stay where he at." Jimmy said. "Your right." I said. No amount of money is gonna make up for the fact I still deal with trauma everyday from this. "I wanna apologize to you." I said. "Why?" Jimmy asked. "Because I feel like I haven't been the best girlfriend I can be." I said tearing up. There are times where I don't devote a lot of attention to jimmy and it's partly on my insecurities in relationships sad to say in realizing that this far into it. Jimmy gets up and hugs me as I cried on his shoulder. "Listen." He said looking at me as I dried my face. "Your everything I could ever want." Jimmy said as I looked at him. "Your the sweetest person in the world." Jimmy said drying my face as I smiled at him. "I'm not going anywhere." Jimmy said as I kissed him. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said
