I promised myself
I wouldn't go through this.
I'm stronger than this.
Cause I've been through worse.
And, I may not have
Come out unscathed,
But, I got out.
I wasn't fine,
But I carried on.
I held on tightly
To my emotions,
I promised myself
I wouldn't let anyone play me.
Until I found you.
Cause when I found you,
You taught me
To hold it the right way.
The way I wouldn't be
Choking myself,
And slowly killing myself.
You taught me that,
And I did it.
I let you take over the reins
And play me like a rag doll
I let you make me believe
That I could trust you
That you weren't like the others
That you wouldn't hurt me.
So, why am I
Beating myself up now?
Why are there tears
Rolling down my face, yet again?
Why am I crying over
A damn boy
Like all the other girls
I promised myself I'd never be?
Why are you making me question
Everything I did when we were together?
Why are you letting me blame myself?
A/n
Y'all.
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