“Am I ayanna?" tanong ko at humarap sa kanya. Tiningnan Ang mga Mata nyang puno puno Ng pag-aalangan at kalungkutan.
" So that's why you brought me here to ask me this once again?!" malungkot na tanong Ni Lucas
" Tell me the truth, Lucas! Am i Ayanna?" nakikiusap Kung tanong. I just wanted to know the truth: am I bad for pushing you like this?!
" No! You are not! you're yanna!" galit na sigaw Ni Lucas Kaya tumulo Ang luha sa mga Mata ko.
" Stop Lying to me, will you?!"
Napahawak ako sa ulo ko Ng muli na namang lumusob Ang tila sakit na Hindi ko maintindihan. Lumambot Ang ekspresyon Ng mukha Ni Lucas at hinaplos Ang ulo ko.
" Stop asking this question, you'll only end up hurting yourself and your health. Let's just stop, Alright?" tila punong puno Ng pakiusap na tanong Ni Lucas habang nakatingin sakin.
Nanginginig Ang katawan nito na tila ba isang salita ko pa ay bibigay na ito.
Am I hurting you so much?! Does the truth need to hurt the both of us this much?
" Lucas I also deserve the truth." punong puno Ng pagmamakaawa na turan ko sa kanya habang hinahayaan na tumulo Ang luha sa mga mata ko.
Hinawakan Ni Lucas Ang kamay ko. Isang mahigpit na hawak na tila ba takot na takot na bitawan. Tumingin sya sakin at ngumiti isang ngiting punong puno Ng kalungkutan.
" Is telling you the truth my only option?" Punong puno Ng sakit Ang mga Mata Ni Lucas tila ba Hindi nya na kayang magsalita pa.
What is the truth that hurts him this much?!
" I can't fulfill what you wanted that's why we end up like this but I will take a risk to wake you up. Ang sabihin sayo Ang totoo na Hindi kayang gawin Ng kahit Sino."
" What do you mean?"
" You're sick Yanna. You have PTSD that will give you psychological suggestions and will make up some status and experience for you that's entirely mean that when you experience that you can no longer handle something yourself you're PTSD will trigger to create an alternative to what you want."
" What is that?"
" You're PTSD create a memory and illusion on you. When you think you are the best student in the school you're ptsd will give you memory and confidence to act like that at kapag may isang bagay o pangyayari na nagpapaalala sayo Ng tunay na ikaw sasakit Ang ulo mo na tila ba hinahati Ito SA matinding sakit "
" You're saying I have PTSD that once triggered I will be the person that I aimed for. If I am Ayanna then who is Yanna? Who is me?"
Lucas look at me full of concern at niyakap ako Ng sobrang higpit. Afraid that when he let go. I will run away.
" Yanna is the person you created with different memory, identity and feelings all of it is not real." sagot Ni Lucas Kaya natulala ako sa Sinabi nito.
BINABASA MO ANG
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