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Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve almost time to leave back to real life

Luna

Here in this house we usually have a big dinner Christmas Eve and open our gifts Christmas morning.  And this year was no exception

Everyone went shopping for their Christmas outfit, they got dressed up, everyone does clean up good.

I looked at myself in the mirror, my makeup is flawless I'm not going to lie. I finished up and look over to my left, the necklace

I put it on and smiled thinking about him. we have been spending a lot more time together getting to know each other and such.

I've missed him like crazy

I head downstairs and of course I'm the last one to arrive at the kitchen table

"Wow, who are you? And what have you done to my sister?"

Seriously Ricky, I roll my eyes and smile at everyone

My eyes drift to the last seat on the table, to my right. Justin and to my left, mommy

I smiled and headed to sit with them.

Justin lowers his head closer to me, "you look beautiful" he whispered

Luna? Stop blushing!!!!

"Thanks, you don't look too bad yourself" 

We started eating and talked for hours in the table, even after we were done. 

Mom and Pattie started cleaning up the table and I helped. Once everything was cleaned we all headed to the living room. 

I'm not going to lie I am off today.

These days have been amazing, but I really am hurt. I want to lock myself in my room and cry, cry until I have no more tears inside of my, I'm hurt. I'm broken and I can't  fake it for so long.

I think Justin noticed because he just hugged me and whispered in my ear, "I will catch you if you fall, never try hiding how hurt you feel to me"

I just smiled looking  at him "want to watch a movie in my room? I don't feel like being here anymore?"

he nodded and we said our goodbyes to everyone

Justin went to the kitchen to get some cookies that were left over, so we can eat  watching the movie 

"lets watch The Notebook"

we have watched this movie like crazy, still our favorite 

once the movie was over we laid down with all the light turned off with just the night stand light on.

we were facing each other, "thank you" I whispered 

he looked at me weird

"Thank you for coming back into my life when I needed you most"

"Thank you for letting back into your life" he fixed a strand of hair that was on my face

"Will you be heading back to tour soon?"

"Yea, scooter called and asked if I can go to the studio to add a few more songs to the album that I have. I do have some songs in mind but I'm thinking like releasing  them at the concerts and see if people like them"

"That's a good idea, any thing in mind right now?"

"Not now, but I do have a few beats in mind"

I nod and we drift off to sleep