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Liu Yu's POV
We go early to wjjw today... We don't have a morning practice schedule as usual but we have meeting with management for our first album that will be release soon. And yeah... again and again they delay our meeting planning. My lovely wjjw, they are so often not on time.
Most members waiting in practice room. But me? I'm not there. Now I'm just sitting alone in wjjw café, using my AirPods without turning on the music, I did it on purpose so staff and other artists wouldn't greet me. I... I just want to be alone.
I remember again, my conversation with Mika that night, and... I became more and more sure... that the thing what I scare the most... will happen sooner or later. Xiao Jiu will far... and far away...
Mika, he is very warm and kind person. I didn't find any single weakness in him. When he said that he was dating Xiao Jiu, I knew that he wanted me to keep distance from Xiao Jiu. He just didn't say it straightly.
I looked at water bottle front of me and try to smile, strangely it comforts me enough from many thoughts in my head right now. Then my phone turned on, Xiao Jiu... He chats me.
He's looking for me... he said he's hungry...
I read his chat... then suddenly I felt like hundreds of red ants attack my heart. They biting my heart in the same time, make my heart being very hot and it hurts so much.
It's just simple chat from him, but why my eyes getting warm too...
I comfort myself by playing with my water bottle again, but this time it didn't work... my tears wanted to flowing really bad. I hold back my tears from drops as much as I can. I shouldn't cry. Not now... here...
What should I do...?
I reading his chat again with my eyes holding back my tears, it's just so struggled to reply his chat. I put my phone back on table, then look view outside building. Try to drying my tears before fallen down on my cheeks. Xiao Jiu replied...
I read his chat, he told me he was in practice room. After reading that, I immediately put my phone in my bag. I have to see him. I must talk with Xiao Jiu right now.
I walked quickly, practice room that was usually very close, now being so far. With every step I take, I try to find answer for all of this. Everything that strangles my heart.
Should I give up? If I don't give up now, my heart probably will hurt even more than this. But... Is give up is the answer that I want?
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I'm standing outside practice room, room where Xiao Jiu was. I catch my breath, and come in...
I searched all over the room... and... I found him. Xiao Jiu sitting beside Mika. I saw it from afar. They share AirPods, watching something on Mika's phone and laughing together. Even though that view destroying me, I braving myself and walked towards them.
"Xiao Jiu..." Now I'm standing front of Xiao Jiu. Xiao Jiu and Mika saw me, then Mika continued to watching on his phone. I know Mika's face looks not happy, but I don't want to thinking about that now.
"Yes, Liu Yu..." Xiao Jiu smiled at me from where he sitting. He unplugged his AirPods, so he can hear me clearly.
"Can we talk for a minute outside?" I didn't look at Mika, but I knew Mika heard it even though he just still looking at his phone.
"Huh?" Xiao Jiu look so confuse. I saw his hand touched Mika's leg, and looked at Mika. Then looked at me.
"Oh, okay..." Xiao Jiu stand up and follow me outside.
"Why?" Xiao Jiu asked after closing practice room door.
"I want eat sausage. Can you go with me?" He looked into my eyes, as if he wanted to know about something.
"You want eat sausage?" Asked Xiao Jiu. I nodded.
"Okay... we using car or..."
"Just walk, the cafe is very close from here."
"Okay. I wearing shoes first inside."
"I'll wait here." I said, then Xiao Jiu nodded and go back to practice room.
