𝗛𝗲𝗿 𝗛𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗕𝘂𝗹𝗹𝗲𝘁: #2

Chapter 9

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“Ano?! Bakit? Bakit ka magpapabili?” he shouted enough for me to stare at the steering wheel instead of him.

Napatakip siya sa bibig niya na parang bading na nakulangan sa aruga. “Deym, is it possible that a girl who's — fuck! Does that make sense? May mga possibilities ba na mabubuntis ang babae kahit first time niya naka intercourse? Hell was that! Did he raped you?!” sabi pa niya.

Anong tingin niya sa‘kin? Nakakasaulo ng mga salita? Ang dami niyang tanong! Hindi ko masagot lahat. But one thing is for sure, he made something else than or after torturing me. At oo, lahat may make sense, I know he's a rapist, but my dad won't believe me. Perhaps, he don't believe me even sometimes.

“Just buy me...” umiwas ako ng tingin. He tsked before leaving  me inside the car. I frustratedly scratched my hair! Damn it!

Now I'm craving for a food!

“Ang tagal.”

Naisipan ko namang lumabas kahit umuulan. Nabasa na yung ulo ko noong umabot ako sa bakeshop, kaya nagulat ako ng may magpayong sa akin. Lumingon ako at ganon nalang ang gulat ko ng makita ko si Death na naka hoodie. He's wearing some headphones kaya parang mysteryoso talaga siya.

“D-death... A-ano, bakit ka nandito?” I asked.

“I saw you... walking, so I approached you. You better use umbrella so that you won't get sick,” he said before giving me the umbrella. Siya naman ang nabasa kaya parang naawa ako sa kaniya. “Return that.”

Iniwan na niya ako at sumakay ng taxi. Wala ba siyang kotse? His Dad is a Mafia Enforcer, how come na wala siyang sariling kotse na ang yaman yaman ng mga ganyan? They have plenty of money, hindi mabilang at parating hindi nauubos.

Bumili naman ako ng pandesal para hindi kami magutom. I bought a drink too, and it was cute to see how red Jigs’s face.

“Tangineee, nakakahiya pala bumili niyan!” ginulo niya ulit yung buhok niya.

Nagmura pa talaga.

“What?” tanong niya noong tumitig lang ako sa kaniya.

“Cute mo hehe.”

Tumakbo na ako papunta sa kotse at hindi man lang kinakabahan. I know that I'm not pregnant, not a sure statement but I am not. Hindi naman kasi siguro possible na mabubuntis ako? The trauma, fuck. Paano niya ba ako ginanoon? I'm too fucking young for this.

“Marissa, pupuntahan pa ba na'tin si Death?” he asked.

“Oh, about that... I saw him. Dumaan siya kanina dito,” sabay nguya sa kinakain ko. Ang sarap ng cupcake.

“Really? So he's absent too? Wala kabang nafefeel na kakaiba?”

“Huh? Kakaiba?” I stopped eating and stares at him. Lumunok din ako kasi baka ibang kakaiba yon.

“Coincidence lang ba na absent siya? Kinukulit mo ba siya kapag nasa school kayo?” tanong niya na naman. Ilang ulit na niya natanong sa'kin yan, at parang uurong na ako sa kakasagot.

“I told you yes! Kinukulit ko siya, kaya nagpahinga muna ako 'no. Nakakatamad kaya,” sabay kamot sa ulo ko. Damn it, wala na ba akong panahon magpahinga?

“I see...” natahimik na sabi niya. Hindi na ako nagsalita at kumain nalang. Kahit siya hindi ko inimbita na kumain, he knows na madamot ako sa mga sa'kin lang. And who ever tries to get what's mine, will be fucking and totally be fucked up.

Pagkatapos kong kumain kasabay naman no'n ang pagkawala ng ulan. Our house is far from the city, kaya nahihirapan at matagal talaga kaming makakabalik sa lugar na iyon.

I asked for his permission na matutulog muna ako at tumango lang naman siya. Waves of heat began to swallow my eyes, parang gustong gusto ko talaga na matulog.

I was barely awake when I felt that tingling pain inside my stomach. Muntik pa akong tumama sa car roof para lang makalabas. It was raining pero sinulong ko yon.

My heartbeat raced into a point of pain, I started gagging until it was so hard to breathe. My whole body began to swallow the
spinning of my stomach, I feel like I'm turned off.

“Ah, shit,” I mumbled upon hearing my last puke. Damn why am I feeling this?

I remembered something in my pocket, looked at it... and I feel nothing but nervousness.

“Jasmine, okay ka lang?”

Napatigil ako sa pagpupunas ng mukha ko ng makita ko si Jaice na nakatayo na sa gilid ko. I instantly stand straight. Pero parang babaliko ulit yung likod ko.

“A-ah, okay lang. Why are you here? Kagagaling mo lang sa school?” I asked.

He smirked, “Oo, at bakit parang namumutla ka? What happen? Nagsusuka ka na naman ba?”

I smiled a little, “No, it's nothing.”

Napatawa siya bago ako bigyan ng panyo. “Here, take this. Punasan mo yang nasa mukha mo,” he cupped my hair before leaving me.

Napatingin ako sa pinabili ko kay Jigs. Nagdadalawang isip ako, gagawin ko ba talaga 'to?  But before I can go to the gate, nawalan na ako ng malay at hindi na alam ang susunod na nangyari.

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Nagising nalang ulit ako na parang kabute, hindi ako mapakali sa hinihigaan ko kasi nasa kwarto na ako. I looked at the table and there, it was my things. I reached for my phone to scroll up on social media. My head was still aching but I couldn't think straight when I go outside. Nagscroll lang ako at wala namang kapansin pansin ngayong araw—

Shit?

I started to run out of blood inside my face, “Why the fuck am I here?” I asked myself upon seeing a post of my selfie, at kanino nila nakuha 'to?! I haven't expose on social media yet!

“At talagang nilagyan niya pa ng caption ah!”

cRuS#pO3KeT4( ╹▽╹ )

I slapped my face.

Damn it, I wanna laugh because of how he type!

“Maka comment nga,” nagtipa kaagad ako ng comment at ready na sanang i comment yon kaso...

Death Hale:
What are you willing to do then?

I snapped because of that statement. Anong ibig sabihin niya?

I replied to Death's comment. Biruin mo nagfa Facebook din pala yung lalaking 'to. Kala ko talaga introvert siya.

Marissa L:
Anong willing to do ka jan? Hindi pa nga siya nanghingi ng permiso na ipost mukha ko.

I waited again, pero bago ako makapunta sa ibang imahinasyon. Ginawa ko na ang dapat gawin, pumunta ako sa comfort room at umihi.

I used what and how Jigs demonstrated it to me kanina.

Kahit nakaihi na ako, parang... It's fucking all my energy, gusto kong umihi ulit tangina. My whole body is shaking. Uminom muna ako ng tubig na nakalagay sa vanity table ko. After 5 minutes, I went back to the comfort room before peeking.

— I said, it'll be fucked up.

Now my life, did change.

Positive.

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