The Love Of An Alpha

Chapter 34- The Transformation

Zoey's POV

"What the hell do you think you are doing?" Ethan roared at me. He was flanked by Christopher and Micheal and was blocking me from leaving the cell block

"I wanted to see my brother." I answered not letting his imitation scare me.

"Your brother is not allow visitors that includes you." Ethan ordered, speaking to me like a child.

"If I want to see my brother I will. I needed information and he had it. That is it." I replied sternly pushing my way pass him.

"No! It doesn't work like that. I am Alpha and everything has to be cleared by me." Ethan yelled. I didnt turn to face him or even stop walking I just made my way up the stairs.

"Zoey. Stop!" Ethan commanded. The power of his Alpha status rang clear in his tone and my wolf imminently wanted to submit. I fought for control but I had no choice but to stop. I turned slowly to face him with the angry and rage that I was feeling clearly displayed on my face. 

"How dare you speak to me like that. I am not just some pack member I am your mate. I am more powerful then you could ever imagine" The angry I felt seeping into my voice clear as day.

"I am still the Alpha of this pack and no matter how much power you have you have to respect that." Ethan stated. That is when I felt most betrayed because I knew that he didnt see my as an equal but just his mate and someone who is meant to submit to him.

"Of course Alpha." I said bowing my head out of resepct but making sure he knew that his action was out of angry and hurt, so he knew just how much his words hurt me. "May I please be excused Alpha." I asked. Making sure that he knew I was speaking to him as the Alpha and not as my mate.

"Zoey. I am just trying to protect you." Ethan said. He took a step towards me which was mirrored by my step away. The hurt of my rejection of his touch was evident on his face.

" I am grateful Alpha. May I please leave? I need to prepare for my transformation tonight, Sir." My eyes didn't make contact with his, i kept my eyes down just like any submissive pack member.

"Yes." Ethan whispered. I didnt look back I just walked towards my car and made my way back to the pack house. I walked into the door and straight up into my room and closed the door behind me. I am sure Ethan wouldnt be far behind me but I didnt care, I just needed to be alone for now and try and mentally prepare myself for what is to come tonight. I sat on the end of the bed and placed my head in my hands and tried to control my breathing. I was beyond nervous about my transformation tonight and I felt so sick to the stomach. My breathing began to get my rapid and out of control as I contuined to think of what was to come. I was on the brink of a panic attack when a hand was lightly placed on my hand. I lifted my head slowly to met Ethan's eyes and slowly my breath came under control again and felt a lot calmer.

"Zoey." Ethan whispered. "I'm sorry for being such a jerk earlier." He said apologizing smoothly. I didnt say anything mainly because I didnt know what to say I was so angry and nervous and scared I couldnt think anymore. I lent forward and placed my lips lightly onto Ethans catching him by surprise. It didnt take long for the surprise to wash away and be replaced with love as Ethan kissed me back. I felt everything wash away for the time my lips were contected to his I had found peace. I slowly pushed myself off the bed and sat in lap as we sunk to the ground and contiuned to kiss. Neither of us tried to take it any further, we just sat on the floor kissing and enjoying the peace that came with the touch of your mate.

The time had come and I was standing in the forest waiting for the moon to rise high enough in the sky for my transformation to begin. The nerves and fear were once again present just like the 10 pack men that surrounded the area. I didnt know if they were there to protect me or restrain me.